- indecent mind and bad breath. talk abt friends...

yellow!
haha
yellow is the new hello.

okay... this is absurd, 5topic test and one presentation
IN A BLEEDY WEEK!?
what the hell do you think i am?

SHIT!
i ain't going to score well in all of em, i just know it.
esp maths, gawn i hate that subject.
srsly!
shit man.
and now i have to do slides for my english presentation.
SLIDES!
where did you get that idea from?

i'm in the world of complain right now FYI.
yes, complaining till my heart pops out and i die.
=. =

jeeezeees
anyways. i got some pictures i wanna dedicate to.
first of, TEH KAI HONG's memory flashback picture.

i hope he sees this. hahaha.
didn't went all the way there for nothing man.
i do care for my friends. hahahaha.
this will be a laugh when i see the look on his face.
the gate he says he's never going to walk back in ever again
after he went out of there.

well on the roads towards that place. i was freaking out
wondering if i missed the turn or not, cause trust me
the u-turn u have to find. is really hard to get

i see the light when this popped out!
lol

anyways. i was over joyed actually. srsly. hahaha

DARREN went back to NZ edi

this was the last memento we created
we call it, MR Onion.
it's pronounced On-nion
haha.
during the farewell dinner we had.
i have the video. which is uberly lame and all.
you might sleep wathing it. but haha. who cares.



hmm... if you're wondering what the hell this is,
it's kids that came to our school for some "sukantara" thingy.
damn they are so KIUT!
shit!
AARGH.
lol.
i only got to take this pic cause when i finished class, they disappeared. ok went home.
lol.

ok... cutting all the

i hate being in this world at this point of time.
lol.
why?
cause shit ain't going straight.

talk abt friends,
i guess i'll really never find a true "companion" lol
or buddy
whatever u wanna call them.
people who'll stick out for u when u are in shit.
people who save your ass after you save theirs.
grateful pple u know?

damn. what's the use of friends when they just run away from u when u need their help.
and come sobbing at you when they need yours.
i say. SCREW YOU ALL.

shit's on me.
but i ain't gonna take it all.
i have my limits too.

don't make me go all KENNETH on you

cause you ain't gonna like that.
trust me.
you ain't gonna like it.

so now, F the world,
i know who i can trust, and who i can share shit with.
for now, it's no one.
nadda.
and i love it that way.
so don't ask me what's wrong.
cause i'll freaking tear your ass apart.

to hell with you butt cracks and female dogs.

- everything changes but i don't want to

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
would it matter anyway?
would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
the closet you can not close
The devil in you I suppose
'cuz the wounds never heal

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
through this part of the day

Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
It's more than just a word

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway.
It wouldn't change how you feel

Staind - Everything Changes

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Harrow!
Happy Valentine's People that are reading my blog!
Yes. The Day where every couple would roam the streets like mass Zombies...
the day... that from 12noon till 12midnight...
only HOME is safe for the ones titled - SINGLE.

xD

okay. sheet... dun feel like talking abt today yet. shall talk abt it.
TMR! haha. or when i feel like doing so. =]


aitez... apparently. i am stuck at home too.
"Stuck"
haha.


so... how did u guys celebrate your Valentines?


for me. it's SLEEP! from 12noon till 6! hahaha.

reason?

you'll know... soon.
or not.


i'm kinda lazy to upload pics.
and just blogging to press on the date.
haha.
14th FEB.
OH YA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS JEE! haha.

He's tha NS friend of mine who is in ROMANIA now
who apparently has TEACHER COMPLEX!
all the lecturers like him there.
WOMAN one
well what to do.
borned on Valentine's
hahahaha. He's known to me as a CASANOVA. but he love his GF alot.
sweet guy,

DAMN today brought back lots of NS memories.

again.
haha. tmr la.

sienz.
i'm still waiting...
wait wait wait wait... all i can do is wait.
everyday. Lord the Father Almighty, Jesus His son, and the Holy Spirits, fate, the devil.
they test my patience
and everything else that they are testing me.

when can i pass this test wey?


damn.
i'll be back.
ciao!

i hope you get it in time today.
it's so important to me that you do.
because it would decide what i would do.
or, not.
happy valentine's day.
xoxo

- why am i standing here with a fake smile

yoo hoo peeps.
yeap.
i know. i'm finally writing again.
hahaha.
shit.
so many things went by, SCHOOL, CNY, SCHOOL...
ok fine. just one things went by.
lol.

gosh i'm tired.
what's up is school's starting to suck.
i d k why.
u shud see my timetable.
den i think you'll understand.

i have a thought. about me and studying.
feel like i ain't build to study.
lol.

hmm...
lets let picture speak i guess.
yeah...
hahaha

January 18th - Dad and Bro's Birthday.
hahaha Look at the smile on Jarvis' face wey.



here's one when he received his b'day present from Me and Kim
owh wait...
hahaha.
after he opened it...
.
.
.

POSER! hahaha
he was overjoyed.
asked me to immediately cut it open so he can play


during CNY i got myself a new toy.
hahaha.
cool toy.
it's a Recon NERF Gun


Jarvis did this just so that he can manja me let him play it.
i d k why but it's so lamely cute.

Okay, Interlude. LOL
my PHONE CAMERA SUCKS!
EVEN THO IT's 3.2mpx.
IT SUCKS!


this was in Wh. with Colin and Yaw Siang.
well... we were bored.
so yeah.


ah... oh yes. i cut BOTAK! lol. okay i think everyone knows that by now.
cool SHADES huh... but ain't mine. haha.

do u know what happens when a dog gets stuck in a cone?
hahaha.
it's damn cute.

KYLIE!
hahaha. yeah. she got into a horrible accident.
koz she ran out from the house.
darn. i shud have dragged her back in.
but i thought she'd go back in eventually.
didn't know it'd turn out like that.


this is random.
the road back towards home from school.

hahaha. so basically life's ain't much to talk abt.
school sucks.
everyday i say

koz i dun feel awake in school.
try to get hyper.
but. not working.
Friends ain't looking good.
had lots of misunderstandings and touble during the hols.
i feel...
i d k.
just hang in there i guess.


that's what i do now. haha
for everything.
koz too much NEGATIVITY in life nowadays.

for other times
i turn to

HAYLEY! lol.
koz she's the coolest ROCKER Chick i know.
haha. admire her voice.

then. at other times...

is what i feel
to

this ugly lil duckling.
haha.
damn i regret so many stuff.
but now you ain't here. and i'm feeling it.
lol.

well glad tho. that we managed to sort things out
during CNY.
for the whole moment we were talking.
i just felt better after.
but it had to be the last day you're back.
now you're in there again.
and i'll have to wait again.


gosh. school ain't really helping to pass time tho.
but now. it's less than 5 weeks till you're back.


ain't long, but ain't short either.
hope things go well for ya in NS.
tho u don't call back. cause of ur "credit" problem.
haha.


jeez. why the emo-ness.
haha.
Why... So Serious?

this guy's my idol

so anyways.

back to erm... life.
it's been going. up. and. down.
mostly down.
cause school really sucks.
dun ask why.
i just dun feel motivated anymore.
koz i dun feel like i'm fit to study.
i wanna be practical.
i wanna do stuff..
but. i ain't doing nothing.

today's mum's birthday!
happy birthday mum!


life's a living hell.
for the time being. i hope.

alrighty den.
smell ya'll laterz
ciao