Sunday, April 18, 2010

- days nights months years


howdy.

yeah. so like the past few days were kinda
EMO
cause had a bad throat and had a show coming up.
was stuck on the bed most of the time.

had some issues with work.
it's been a month since i'm in starbucks.
wouldn't say it's the best experience.
cause i was kinda like stuck in the middle of a whirlpool.

1st. i got hired. YAY!
then after the first two week.
the current boss who hired me resigned.
like WTH rite??

i know... i had this black aura ard me.
and just when i was like settling into the work environment.
things took another spin.
the store's people kinda loved that manager.
and when he left.
they were all emo and moody and all.
and i'm new there.
so i kinda like... you know... blur and don't know what's going on.
but i can feel like the unhappiness.

so anyways.
new manager comes in after a week.
things took another spin and things aren't really spinning right,
i don't know. the store's people are kinda liking but not liking him.
cause as u know
new manager new rules.
and again i'm like... spinning again.



aahh!! it's so tiresome.

kay... so anyways...
yeah. the show was awesome if you've read the last post
and updates on facebook.



hmm...
had some self reflection
and deep thoughts session during my "stuck to bed" period.
of which i'm still thinking if i wanna share here.
hahaha.



so yeah. anyways.
am now currently rushing to finish my concert review assignment.
kinda got sucked into it for awhile and 1hr passed just like that. LOL!

have i mentioned i was interviewing this guy named PITO?
who was in the ensemble of the jazz trio i was writing my review about.
yeah
you guessed it.
or not.
he's the bassist of Estrella!!
the one that brought you songs like

Stay
My Morning
and
Ternyata.
which of course is famous for the bass riff.
every local band supporter knows them.

including me =D

i was so excited i started to forget what i wanted to ask for my assignment
ended up chatting instead.
asking abt the band.
i hope i get to meet them and jam with them one day!!!
=D




haha yeah happy as a dog.
even have my tail wagging.
hahaha

owh yeah
abt that
that's my extention i got for my performance.
hahahaha
it was eye catching NO?

yeah... i know.
fan boys would go
that's a Padawan Braid.
i just think its cool and unique.
hahaha


been getting alot of comments on my hair since day one after the sem break



nice kan?

lol!

okay...
so yeah... i said i'd think abt if i wanna share what's in my head.
so i think i'll leak a lil bit.

been getting questions like
"yo ken! so where's your gf?"
"yo ken! found your (insert mushy word here)??"
"kenny!! so how's life? any "news"??"
and sorts.
and some are quite helpful to ask me
"hey!! lets help you find your soulmate!!"
that kinda stuff..

hahaha
which leads to me think this
i love my life right now.
i know i get mistaken as a girl's bf sometimes or a girl gets mistaken as my gf
but it isn't a problem for me.
haha

to tell you the truth.
i ain't looking for one.

just love this single life.
BARNEY!! u're my idol. hahaha. his confidence amazes me.
so yeah anyways.
i do get the occasional "sigh i feel so lonely..." kinda shit.
but it gets over once i found someone to talk to. hahaha
yeah....

i know. i'm weird.
but lets just say.
we all have a past.
sometimes, even though you're over it.
you just need the space to move around before you want to get stuck and planted again.

lazy to write those metaphor shit now.
so yeah. hahaha

LETS SUIT UP!
man i love Barney from "how i met your mother"


owh shit. i shall update next time la.
or at least after i finish writing my assignment.
hahaha.
see ya'll.

- talk about, walk about

we had no photopraphers. so this was like the only picture of my performance i can find?
hahaha.
yeah.

man.
gotta say,
IT WAS FANTASTIC and AWESOME!
gotta love the people that came down to show their support.
haha =D

had a bad throat
and the doctor said i can't sing.
if i do. i'll suffer.
like today.
hahaha.

but yeah. who cares.
the show had to go on. and it went on awesome.

though yeah. i'm kinda suffering now.
hehehe...
coughing gotten worse.
phlegm gotten worse.
tsk.


haha. okay. for those who missed the show
it was MONASH EXTREME SPORTS CARNIVAL.
well too bad you didn't get to watch.
hahahaha.
chewah... but yeah.
come on down our next shows with Dusty Attic and Handle With Care.

see ya!

Thursday, April 01, 2010

- sunday, bloody sunday

hey...


i emo today...
lol

why?
cause everything can possibly go wrong has gone wrong.
and i think also caused by sunday bloody sunday.

it reflected so much emotions on me.
when i was singing it
i tried not to think afterwards...
sigh... yet it wasn't working?

anyways...
yeah m working at starbucks now.
at Sunway Pyramid 2. Near the Lagoon Entrance.
come find me if u free la. if got chance i free u a drink.
haha

hmm...
well... the store's team is pretty nice.
the manager's a nice guy.
yet...
he resign after he hired me.
what irony huh?
just when i was getting used to the new environment.
a new manager comes in.
it's as if.... i don't know... hah.

my place in KL is a living hell.
seriously. those friends that i talk to everyday would know what's going on.
sigh...
i seriously can't live here with that idiotic moronic brainless monkey.
imagine coming back to a place. where you're suppose to feel homey and relaxed.
but when i open that door.
i see a place that i can't live in.
there's so many things to say. i think i won't have enough energy to say them all here.

the fucker hogs the living room.
after he uses it.
even if he's not there.
it's like he's still there.
his bag, towels, clothes, laptop, drinks, food, paper, stuffz
everything!!! is in the living room.
and it's not properly placed.
it's on the sofas, on the table, on the chairs, on the floor.
he messes up the sofa, the table and the floor.
the tv is never offed.
everything just keeps running
even though he is not in the living room.
HOW?? IN?? THE?? BLOODY?? WORLD??
can you even live like that?

no one else can use the living room when he's around.

FUCK!

that's just the living room.
i haven't talk about the toilet yet.
used tissues, gf's PMS blood on the seat, used oil sucker...
list goes on.
the worst part is.
they use my soap.
BAR SOAP.
and left traces of DNA. i don't wanna go to the details.
i was so fucking pissed.
and i went bonkers on them.
but the same shit still happens.

please, if there's anything i can do to get the hell out of here.
please, just let me.

i cannot live here.
it's like hell.
i'd rather sleep in my car.
or lock myself in the small room i'm paying for don't know what fuck reasons.


AAAAARGH!!

this is what will happen when you see me not blogging for a few weeks.





other than these...
there are still small other matters...
ugh.
i hope i can get a break from all of this next week.
i want to see my friends.
i wanna have a life.
i feel like crying but the anger just overtakes the sadness.

please stop making my life a living hell.
i beg.

till next time man. i gotta go.
will get some pictures up soon.
hopefully pictures with me smiling.
D=

Sunday, March 14, 2010

- cheap and healthier ideas vs expensive dinner


hahahaha!!

yeah man... today is the first day i did my own dinner in KL for 2010.
lol.

I Call IT!
The Ken's Special Meat Lover's Club Sandwich
aka TKSMLCS!!!

TADA!!!




yeah. it may look normal, but tastes awesome!!

How to Do + Ingredients:
+ Gardenia Bread 4 slices (RM0.60) - use whole-meal for a healthier choice!
- Toast Two Slices to a nice brown.
- Spread Vege Oil Margarine.
- leave non-toasted bread unspread is okay.
+ Cucumber (RM0.50)
- Cut to preference
+ Tomato (RM0.50)
- Cut to Preference
+ Cheesedale (RM1.00)
- Put in between non toasted bread.
+ Pineapple Baked Ham (RM4.40)
- Cut into Two Halves

1. First Layer: Toast Bread on the bottom. 1st half of ham and cucumber/tomato
2. Stack non-toasted bread with cheese in between.
3. Third Layer: 2nd half of ham and cucumber/tomato
4. add olive oil and squeeze a little bit of lime/lemon for zest
5. Final Layer: Toasted Bread.

and there you have it!! a nice cheap TKSMLCS for only RM7!!

compare with Monash's Sanfran Club Sandwich which is RM14 plus taxes!!

MINE's WAYYY CHEAPER!

change the cucumber to lettuce if you want and it'll still cost the same!!

technically you don't use all the vege in one sandwich. so it's actually less than RM7
hahaha!

so tell me. what did you have for dinner today?! =D

see ya!!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

- the breakdown

OH MY GOSH!! OH MY GOSH!!


lol. go check out the new vid by RWJ called OH MY GOSH!! on YouTube.

so anyways. week two people. and i realize
i have 3 assignments due.
one in each following week. well not really week. more like 7 days, 5 days, 3 days.
hah.

ugh. currently stuck on ideas for my assignments. i don'tch know if i'm on the right track either and the lecturer says i can't ask them to check my draft. WTF!?!
that sucks.

i'm so lazy.
seriously lazy.
was suppose to go to this workshop thingy.
which was compulsory btw.
but i didn't.
cause went for jamming yesterday.
then too tired. slept. then now this.


i'm currently thinking if i shud go buy lunch. or just eat at home.
which are bread. bread. bread.
okay i think i shud go buy lunch.
or at least grab some vege and meat.
hmm... yeah...


so anyways. i dont' know who i'm blogging for now.
i guess for myself. haha.
fuck it.

no wonder blogs are closing one by one.
i guess i'm just keeping this one for self use purposes.

now that i care if anyone gives a feedback or not.

yeah i know.
i am full of words.
no pictures = boring.

what da heck.
blah.
speaking nonsense again

gotta refresh my mind for my assignments.
see ya'll ard.

peace, loves,
bye

Thursday, March 04, 2010

- ayam kat KL

hah!

yellow!!

how's life?

ANS ME!!

shit you if u didn't.
hah.

anyways.
monday which was the 1st of march.
was the first day i started my studies on Communications and stuff..
yea. it was nice.
got to know some really cool people.
well... some of which i think i only get to meet once everyweek
but YEAH!! it's gonna b awesome.

ok. i shall write their names here. so i can remember forever.
lol. that's lame.
here goes.
Sam and Arman Iranians, Sabrina and Jowee and Zul locals, Riaayath from Maldives.
ahh. amazing ain't it? lol.
there's more. but malas dah.
heh.

so... i found out that blogging is some sort of journalism... so i guess... i'm the worst blogger/journalist out there.
cause i talk lots of crap and i don't have creative ideas and i only post stuff that i myself understand.
hah!

who gives a shit anyways.
there's only like a handful of people i know who are reading this anyways.

so what the heck.
Next week we're gonna start assignments! hurray?
hell no.
sounds busy the assignments. but we'll see how they go.
i'll be asking people lots and lots of useless nonsense rubbish questions.
hah.!
i guess that'll be fun on my side.

okay! so i hope to have a great week next week.
this week is kinda boring. cause it's all abt intro and stuff...


I WANNA GET A JOB!!! like ASAP!!
and bloody hell
REDFM tak call back i.
RM750 lerh!!!
i got all the songs right summore.
but they called sumone else.
darn it.
else i'd be RM750 richer.

so tell me. what wud u do if u had won RM750?
leave your ideas on the comment section on the side that says "kopitiam-mu"
or something like that.

see ya!

Monday, February 22, 2010

- up and down, up and down

boom boom boom.

that's what i've been hearing for the past few days.
boom boom boom.

lol

Chinese New Year mah...
yeah...
ang pow sikit jer this year.
but heck it.
my ears are hurting as we speak.
= =

ahh... well during CNY we went up go Genting.
took some pics which are on Facebook btw.

here are some.
lol

owh yeah... Vicky was there.
so we actually accompanied her since she was alone and her parents were somewhere in the lotus eater den.

gambar gambar....







yang lain semua kat FB
go tengok urself.
lol.
banyak giler.

skrg recording lagu lagu 2 tu
but everyday wanna record also no mood to sing.
ish.
hope have the mood tmr.

tak nak ckp banyak lagi lah.
tmr's Joanne Chian Chui Yuen's bday.
so... Happy Birthday!!
tak tau u ada baca tak. but whatever lah.
hahaha

ciao ciao

Thursday, February 11, 2010

- red fm threesome

lol!

RED FM CALLED! hahaha. so happy.
played my Threesome request.

Bon Jovi - Always
Guns n Roses - Don't Cry
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

see... so sweet.
hahaha
hope u guys tuned in.

so blur when i was thinking of names to mention on radio. hahaha

anyways...
few days back was the 1st time ever i skype at a mamak.
hahaha
and KARYN ONG was lucky number 1
lol!
cause she wanted to hao lian to me her new telepon wo...
cantik wo... chunted touch screen wan wo...
hahaha...
happy her.

den went to sg to send VICTOR!! off to aus.
he nangis till.... haha miss him so much la wey...

den just now la... Nisha from RedFM called me suddenly.
i so blur. dunno what to say sial...
hahaha... plus driving some more. lagi can't concentrate.
but i called out yer names!!! hahahaha. tau tau lah... ade dengar dengar tu tau la...
hahaha...

den kat sayed skype again this time with victor... hahaha
he damn kesian la.
seorang kat situ.

den started havoc at FB. go check out FB den u know d.
hahaha

k la... lazy to type d.
i like status till my hand tired.

THANK YOU REDFM! made my day sial...
didn't expect to be on radio so soon. wahahahaha.

SEE YA'LL!!
BTW! new song up on myspace page.
go listen!!!
lyrics all out d...
tapi mic kat KL
tak dapat record... i will finish it once i dapat mic K???

WAIT FOR IT... WAIT FOR IT...

Thursday, February 04, 2010

- sleeping moonlight


Well i heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
but you don't really care about music, do you?
well it goes like this;
the fourth, the fifth
the minor falls and the major lifts
The baffled King composing Hallelujah.

- Jeff Buckley



If We could see tomorrow
what are your plans?
No one could live in Sorrow
ask all your friends
Times that you took in stride
They're back in demand
I was the one who's washing
blood of your hands

Don't you cry tonight; I still love you baby; don't you cry tonight

- Guns n' Roses


What about sunrise? What about rain?
what about all the things we were to gain?
what about killing fields?
Is there a time?
what about all the things you said was yours and mine?
Did you ever stop to notice? All the blood we've shed before.
Did you ever stop to notice? This crying Earth it's weeping shores.

- Michael Jackson


It's not easy to write a tune
let alone let you see me fly
It's not easy to touch the moon
let alone let you cry
I try and try even before I die
to place these words that are so hard to find
to let you know how much I care for you

Please do not let it Die


he is dancing in the heavens
- a tribute

Saturday, January 30, 2010

- the beginning of a dream



DREAM!!
haha. yeah. we all dream.
but i feel the need to make it come true.
and patience is virtue.


i'm sure everyone's waiting to be rich.
but just waiting will never cut.
i will not wait.
NO. I. WILL. NOT.

currently,
hah
i have big big dreams.
seriously big.
but i'm starting small.
really really small.

i've been waiting for a chance.
a time.
and a bunch of trustworthy friends.
i feel like i've found them.
but it will still require time.
lots of time.

some may already know what i'm talking about
and most will not.
haha.

it's got everything to do with the picture below.





yeah.
have you heard of DUSTY ATTIC?
you may not now.
but, give me 5 years.
i will make sure u will hear about it.
then
u will know it
then
u will admire it

that ludicrous dream that i had since i was 17.

now it's bigger than ever.
i just can't wait till i see it start to grow.
i hope the people i wish to work with
would love to work with me too.

the road ahead will be a rough one.
given it is Malaysia for one
but i will not let this stop me.
it's time to do something.
instead of waiting for the apple to drop from the tree
in this case,
the DURIAN.
HAHAHA!

i believe within negativity
there is always a breakthrough.
you will never know until you risk it and make it.


aargh!! this adrenaline running through me.
i'm just so into it right now.
it's all happening.
i can't believe it is happening.
but IT IS!! =D


Indie DUSTY ATTIC co.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

- insomnia people


wassup! wassup! wassup!

NEWS! have u heard of the song
"Pants On The Ground"

haha
it's a new hit! xD

gotta love that guy.

anyways.
i've been doing good for the past few months not being EMO shit.
and i guess i'm doing real fine right now!
haha.
yet,
i don't feel complete.
why?
cause the people around me all seem to be as EMO as always.

sigh...
well u can't save everyone yea?
the only way out of this.
is yourself.
so... go people! hahaha.

R.I.P Sultan of Johor.
you're a great guy but your offsprings are not so good.
lol!!
i hope i don't get caught for this.
but it is true.

freedom of speech people!!

today, miss debby came to play the Wii.
cause she had nothing better to do already
and she was playing facebook and slacking at work all day.
wtf? and complain tired. = =



goin up KL tmr to ask abt my application for transfer.
ish.
troublesome bloody uni.
unreliable admins.
what more cud i say?

today. i learn something new.
or rather rediscovered something new?
how we wish life has a "SAVE" and "LOAD" function.
where one moment where we find out we did something we shudden have done.
we cud just pause, go to "GAME" and click on "LOAD"
then we're back to the save point where we can redo something or choose another path.
wonder life would be like huh?

in a way,
if you thing about it,
life would, just still be life if everyone can do it.
makes no difference.
but if only you are the only one that can.
that would surely make a huge difference.
don't you think?




anyways.
i can't wait for uni to start.
but in the meantime.
i hope i can get into the course in time.
shit.
gotta do something man.


argh. not in the mood for deep thoughts.
just wanna go to bed now and wake up tmr heading to KL for some FUN.
haha.

see ya'll around.
January's coming to an END so fucking fast.
one moment ago
it felt like we were just counting down to 2010
and now it's already going to February 2010.
one month gone just like that and 11 more to do.
hah.

irony.



i'll post more pics up.
when i have the time and mood!

Sunday, January 03, 2010

- said it was an afternoon

year twenty ten.

rough start?
yea...
big time.

wonder what's gotten into people huh...
some chooses to ignore you out of a sudden.
some pushes the blame on you for convenience.
some stood you up.
and some just plain being an asshole.

well
what could i say?
a rough start is a good start for a smooth sail ahead?
definitely hope so.

the bloody world is still spinning even if you're sobbing and dreading.
so what gives?
i say. wake up the next day
forget about yesterday
and give someone a break.

the world would stop hating each other.
when we accept the differences we have
and see them as something to learn or adapt.

after all
the only easy day, was yesterday.

i sit alone yet i feel like i'm not alone anymore.
if you really take a look around you.
everyone is a friend.
the only missing link is the engagement.
the engagement of speech.
a simple hello could start a conversation.
given that you are not an anti-social prick.
am i wrong?

random stuff:
my left eye's been twitching non stop for 3 days now.
not superstitious.
but i feel something bad is gonna happen or already happening.

ah.
anyways.
whatever.
like i said.
rough start = good start
hahaha.

optimistic aren't i.
yet i'm actually a pessimist.

hmm... parking ticket's gonna get expensive.
i guess i betta go now.
bloody CS.
money sucking machine.
but not after 6pm till 4am.
yeah.
shud have came at 6 instead.
haha
what the heck.

see ya'll!

Saturday, January 02, 2010

- JA-NUA-RY

yo!

NEW YEAR!

i know i know. it's already the 2nd day!
hahaha.
fast huh!?

damn. i can't sleep.
lots of stuff going thru my head.
mostly guitar leads...
damn!!
i hope the instrumental demo would be out soon for u guys to listen!
haha.


anyways.
i'll be updating soon!
so...
see ya'll!


shitty friends aside,
life's better already!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

- one last day before twenty ten

what's up...


finally caught a break
and finally caught my sleep.

yes... i did complain i was bored.
but it was because i was having too much fun;
a sudden stop was boring. hahaha.

anyways. new years eve party??


lol.


ahh...
life sucks as usual.
had a couple of friends stood me up
and acted like nothing happened.
well.. they "forgotten" again i guess..
whatever.
bunch of useless wimps.


and... a couple of "friends" that labelled as "friends" yet treated it like shit.
ugh! blah.
screw those people.
the new year's coming.
and like every new year.
i throw away the good, the bad, and the ugly.

hah.

who gives a shit anyways.

band's concept logo's out!
post it up next time. or check out the band's blog soon.

well, technically it's not band yet.
i'm still working on it.
songs would be posted next year.
ugh! it's not easy having to do things yourself.

anyways.
screw 2009
twenty ten. here i come.


btw, the bloody letter for enrollment better come quick.
before i go berserker on the PSO.
god damn.



enjoy you last few days of 2009 peeps
i know i would.

Friday, December 18, 2009

- all i want for christmas

WHO GOES THERE!!?

haha. what's up what's up?
i'm officially back in JB!
for abt a month or so.

damn i miss home!! =]

Darren's back fom NZ too!

year end baby! everyone's ard.
that's awesome.

freaking awesome.
most probably going up KL to celebrate on the 28th till new years eve.
still planning.

going to hang out with Karyn too!
ahh!! haha...

what else... peeps from sec school.

then hopefully peeps at KL.


pop!
1 month while waiting for my letter from Uni.
to transfer.
yes people. i'm dropping boring engineering.
okay fine. it's boring to me... i'm not interested in building WMDs.
leave that to the geeks.

not Tony Stark tho. he's awesome. but i doubt u can find ppl like him.
xD

people of mass communications.
here i come.
ore... sanjou!

nah! finger to u.
ji eh imissher

it's too bad for the distance
but time will fly eventually =]


muahahaha...
anyways these are all i want for christmas.
goodtimes;
goodtimes.


alrighty... anyone wanna go out to chill just give me a ring.
do it fast! cause before u know it... i'll be back in KL again = =

see ya'll soonz.
take care!!

despite what i think will or might happen
i dontgiveashit unless it's already the end
i just want things to be fun and easy;
not serious and complicated.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

- misspoken


damn the bastards that cheat
damn the bastards that hit on their loved ones
damn the bastards that never cared and played
i've never felt such a way before; until i saw her cried
right in front of my eyes



----------


Aku lihat dia pandangan pertama
Ternyata indah
Senyuman, Liriknya

Ku ingin dia, saat pertama
Berjumpa, dengannya
Membuat ku gelisah

Waktu berlalu hari demi hari
Hati ku dambakannya
Untuk bercinta lagi

- Estrella -

Sunday, December 13, 2009

- nei nei nei nei nei!




whaddap!!

today's SPECIAL!

GERMAN!!!!
muahahahhaa
i love this place
at CapSquare... called

Bayernhaus
German Fusion Restaurant
Bar Grill

featuring awesome german beer.
and awesomee german food.

1st up!
THE BEER!
hahaha.
i didn't record down the details.

=P

and the appetizers

Mixed Mushroom Soup

The Summer Salad

MAIN COURSE!

The Variety Sausage and Bacon


The Pork and Steak Platter

Drooling already aren't u?
xD

haha...
awesome dinner that night.

after that,
espresso goes well with everything.
lolz

ahh...

had an awesome weekend.
just chilling and having fun.

i'm going back JB soon!!

yeah... lots of gathering to attend
ok fine.. 3
but still... quite alot right?
haha

Christmas! ahh... i got myself my Xmas Gift edi. xD

IT IS... THIS!!!

The Remote Control for Apple products.
xD

i'm having so much fun with it.
My Mac Feels diff now!!

hah. gtg for now,
i have two more stuff to show
but lazy to take the picture now.

maybe soon.
next post!
cause today's is abt GERMAN!

muahahahaha...
wiedersehen!!
(goodbye)

=]



CHEERS!

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

- creep

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run... run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...


- Radiohead

Monday, December 07, 2009

- the last butterfly

have u ever wondered, that if you had the ability to go back in time,

you'd want to change something that happened in life so that you can live better
right now?

have you thought about the consequences that come
from taking the steps you make the next move you make.

it is rather normal for a person to want to change something
in the past
so that they could live better in the future.
but it is most of the time, when you change something for someone else
but not yourself.
you save and help more than just yourself.

given a choice,
making that decision,
losing the person one loved so much.
was the only way to allow her to live.
a small sacrifice
changed everything.

i stepped on the wrong butterfly once.
i was given the chance to change things.
it doesn't matter if it doesn't make sense to anyone at all.
but my life has changed.
it is never the same as before.
the images flashed by me,
i had to choose what's best.
even though it's not what's best for me.

in order for a happier future for her.
what needs to be done, has been done.
i can't help any longer.
that was the last butterfly to pick.


remember those days
i used to talk about my purpose in life?
i think i've finally found my purpose.
not just as a tool.
but also, a human.

it doesn't really matter if you remember or not.
or if u even see this.
nothing is the same again.
i just hope that everything is worth it.


my last wish on the last butterfly
- the butterfly effect


be happy with what you have.

Sunday, December 06, 2009

- frozen



yo!

haha. what do u think of the ambigram above?
i drew it myself! xD

anyways. for the past few days have been tiring!
but at the same time awesome!
and spontaneous. lolz

Ash came up KL.
hung out and did shit.
and at 4am one morning after chillin out.
we decided. to go Genting.
hahaha

here's all our stoned faces at starbucks
ash.

Matt.

Colin

and I.

after a couple of latte and espressos.
we're back on track.

ash and matt loss in the casino.
we spent the day up in genting chillin till 12.
went to the temple.
and got our asses frozen till we can't feel our balls itch.

btw, it was raining from the moment we went up till we came back down
thus, these crazy shots were taken in the cold rain





from the mist, and the wind that was blowing on my hair.
hope u realize how cold it was.
we were totally drenched.
hahaha.

awesome wake up call.

didn't sleep for 2nights in a row.

came back next night.
we're all dead on the bed.

till 18hrs ago,
we met up again at laundry bar
and continue our shit session.
hahaha.

met up with macha abel!!
stoned till 7am.
reached home at 8 and finally some proper rest.
LOL!

okay, before i leave,
here's what's going on at home
bloody parasite mushrooms are growing in my toilet.
FUCK!!



someone tell me how to kill these things permanently!!!
damn!!
disgusting i know... hahahahaahhhahahaha...


goodbye.