- panas sial

Oh Hot Damn,
This is my Jam,
Keep me Partyin' to the AM
ya'll don't understand,
make me throw my hands in the ayer
a ayer ayer a ayer...

Oh Panas Sial,
Inih Gua punyer Jam,
Buat parti sampai pagi...
engkau tak faham,
bikin gua panas.
buang tangan kat angin ah angin,
anging a angin...

hahaha. xD
man,
i've been down with bad flu
due to over stress and lack of sleep.
I NEED A REST!
haha

i just recovered from it. but still feel groggy
and i have 2 ulcers.
man... the weather's to blame, says me
haha.


hmm...
i got mah performance punyer pic

ceeeh. haha. tau lah. performance cacat sikit.
tapi suka juga.

and i'm thinking to get a MacBook.
standard or Air... hmm... hahaha


hmm...
skrg sangat sibuk wo... banyak-nyer kerja.
suppose to take care of Junior's Marching Competition thingy...
den got my Exams... and the Physics project.
rawr!
i'm going bonkers

anyways.
all this gonna end SHOON!
hahaha


gtg. updatesss later
see ya'll

- it feels good to be back

booyah.
yes
it's good to be back.
haha.

i'm on a roll man.
and by the way. i'm busy. lol! which is GOOD!
got some juniors to take care of, school's Exam and deadlines to meet.
and of course, chicks to entertain. lol.

argh,
damn tak puas today.
kena lepas aeroplane,
missed out on a big chance some more.
bengang wey!


gawd, i have so many deadlines to meet this week.
i think i'm screwed yet again.
BURN!

and out of all the randomness,
this one's the best.
i'm
totally
stone.

haha. don't know why i'm blogging.
basically just to announce that I'M BACK! and
lol
i have an empty space to fill.
less than 6weeks! OMGWTFBBQ WEY!
oh Lord, pls don't let this to waste.
it's a ONCE in a LIFE TIME EXPERIENCE WEY!

hmm... i've been going to church quite recently.
lol. is this a sign? haha
hope not.
i can't believe i attended a mandarin mass.
where i cudden understand much.
lol.

anyhoo...
gtg for now.
i'll update, if there's any update.
currently lazy to upload pictures.
but i have em!
haha. ciao!

smell ya'll around.

- why is it so damn hard this time?

the last person i want this to happen with between;
you are.
and i didn't expect it to be so hard;
on me.
the silence in between was once experienced;
we both.
yet this time, i don't know if i could patch it back up again;
i tried.

i want to get on with life,
i am struggling at the moment.
don't make me believe anymore,
i just want to be a friend.

- could you at least take good care of yourself when i'm gone

harrow...
i think i've got back my MOJO. haha

anyways
today's a HORIDAE!!
haha.
means more homework, and schoolwork.
shit.


well,
school yesterday
i was almost basically dying.
was sleepy, drowsy, dizzy, headache and died.
lol.
i jatuh tidur for 30mins in each class.
until Chem. something happened. haha.
i'm still thinking if i wanna tell u all. =p

anyways,
met up with KC.
went for lunch and caught up together.
that fella still the same. still the usual "lao qian" haha.
always using cheap magic card tricks to cheat pple.
hahaha.
but entertaining.
dunno how many pple in college give him cheat edi. esp girls. haha
and also met Andrew.
taking DBA... hmm... DBA... lol
nice seeing my juniors hanging ard again.
brings back some memories too.


erm i'm kinda looking for some weekend decent job.
lol.
if you have Gigs to invite small time singers to do some showcase
please let me know?
yeah me need job. to fill up time. to keep occupied.

bah. dunno what to do now.
be back to blog later. don't seem to have anything i want to say
atm.

- please don't tell her

I hear she's kicking ass across the board and rock two hundred thousand higher scorer
Just in time to save the world of being taken over
She's a warrior
I couldn't play again because the game it never end it never even landed on the can
And never let me in to spend my quarter
There's no love for me no more

Say it isn't so
How she easily come, and she easy go
Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her
Because I don't

She was the girl with the broadest shoulders
But she would die before I crawled over them
She is taller than I am
She knew I wouldn't mind the view there
Or the altitude with a mouth full of air
She let me down the doubt came out until the now became later

Say that it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her that
I've been meaning to miss her

Because i don't,
not for her,
it's not that i'm mad, to forgive, forget
what i've said

'Cause she don't really need to know

That I'm crazy like the rest of us
And I'm crazier when I'm next to her

So why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing of the bitter end and broken eras
I told you I don't but
I am only trying to be the best with my intent to cure
The rest is sure to lay me ease the plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
That's easier said
Easier than done
Please don't dare tell her what I've become
Please don't mention all the attention I have drawn
Please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when I'm gone

Because I'm crazy like the rest of us
But I'm crazier when I'm next to her
And it's amazing how she's so self-assured
But I know she'd hate me if she knew my words
Do I hurt anymore
Do I hurt, well
I don't

- are you still there?

hey,
man, my mornings...
damn.
it's why i'm here i guess.
i wake up to very disturbing and mind blowing things.
i wish they would go away.

i try to make every morning better than the last, but
i have failed so far.
and it's getting worse.


how are you doing?
why don't i feel that you are happy?
i am doing my best to keep you out,
yet... sigh.

changed?

- - - - - - -

yo! lol.
just got back from school.
TIRED!
class shifted here and there. made me confused.

damn. this morning.
wasn't really the best mornings ever.


i need to rest more.
sigh...

see ya'll ard.
ciao

- why are you so dumb? doesn't matter

WHADDDAAAPP!!
lol.
guess what!?
I can't finish an X Meal in KFC! lol
i totally wasted the Zinger Burger!!! arrrgghhh... shud have ate it 1st!
freaking burger left untouched.

lol. i guess KFC is more filling than McD wey!

hahaha.
suppose to eat DOMINOS! but then the cacat fella changed his mind.
CB...


okaY! dunno why, usually my thursdays are freaking TIRING!
but today, somehow i feel kinda energetic.
lol
i think i got my stamina back.
hahaha.

APRIL FOOLS! i was freaking studying my arse off.
today i tot we had CS test. mana tau, tak de...
wth. made me waste my time.
cud have spent more time with dear dear... hahaha.
jkjk


hmmz...
basically i'm so energetic right now, i had to post something to cover for yesterday
koz i punk'd Chingy with the Times Square being blown up thingy.
hahahaha.
thanks Sarah for the idea.
sorry Ching for being the victim. who ask you online at FB. hahaha.
and i was bored.
hehehe...


okay... not much hoo haas.
owh, i recieved a weird sms. =. =
wat.da.heck.
lol.

k den. i shall take my leave...
KFC! it's Finger Lickin GOOOD~~
hahaha.