- screwed

yeap.

i'm totally screwed.
for Chemistry test.
5% flushed off
darn.
came home. died on bed. thought to rest for like abt 2hrs.
in the end i laid and died on the bed for abt 3hrs.
woke back up at 11.30
with a freaking FEVER =. =
wanted to study for Chem. but died back on bed in the end.
thought i cud wake up at 5 or 6 to study.
thought that fever wud be better then.
but no...

alarm rang till 7 and i wake up then.
but fever still not cured.
crap.
but i can't miss the test.
so went to school.
reached school.
freaking cold test room.
can't think. made lots of mistakes in calculations i think.
and now. i'm here brooding and sobbing abt it... =/
with headaches and tired eyes.
i think i shall sleep here...
sighs...
how sucky can life freaking get man?

i wanna go home now... but can't.
=/
english assignment evaluation later.
can't let my partner die koz i'm not there.
and i hold almost all the information.
aarrgghhh...
AAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!
*died*

- one month

bonjour

si si,
today... will be the day.... you'll all remember....
the day...
where I...
*falls off the ledge*
hahahaha
man Captain Jack Sparrow rawks!!! hahahaha.
Pirates of the Caribbean of course.
i am the pirate of the coffeebean. hahahaha.
been living off coffee man.
die.
already stop but then now come back x.x

okay! guess what! today's already 28th of JULY!
one (more) month
haha. la la la. dun tell you why... xD
lame.

miss you to the core
jya na!

- you never gave a damn since

Clouds are marching along,
singing a song, just like they do.

If the clouds were singing a song,
I'd sing along, wouldn't you too?

If you just knew, what they could do.
Oh, if you just knew, what would they do?
And if the birds are just hollow words,
flying along, singing a song.
What would they do, if they just knew,
what they could do.
Oh, if they just knew.

I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
No, it never gave a damn about me.

I know it's mad, but if i go to hell,
will you come with me,or just leave?
I know it's mad, but if the world were ending,
would you kiss me, or just leave me?
Just leave me.

Clouds are singing a song,
marching along, just like they do.
If the clouds were playing a song,
I'd play along, wouldn't you too?
If you just knew what they could do.
Oh if you just knew, what would they do?

And if words are just hollow birds,
flying along, singing a song.
What would they do, if they just knew,
what we could do, oh, if they just knew.

I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
No, it never gave a damn about me.

I know it's mad, but if i go to hell,
will you come with me,or just leave?
I know it's mad, but if the world were ending,
would you kiss me, or just leave me?
Just leave me.

I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
No, it never gave a damn about me.

- Do You Know What I'm Seeing by PANIC! At The Disco

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it's a Sunday peeps!
wahahaha.

not.
lol.
do not go emo on the blaady blog again

shut up man.

okay. so i'm suppose to do this CS Homework.
BUT!
she didn't say how many pages does she wants the brochure to be.
so I just do one page.

hope tmr dun get bang. =. =
our computer science teacher abit emo. keep banging us. and then last week koz only one person pass the test. she banged the whole class make us feel extremely guilty. sighs
then again. haha. that's what i did ba.

Tomorrow's Physics extended to 2 periods! haha. kinda feel happy bout it. dunno why.
maybe koz it's really PHUN. lol. okay okay
ass. what the hell are you thinking? you not enuf rest d still happy about extended class.
but physics feels damn fast man. it's like a 1hr class but feels like 20mins only.
tmr got 2hrs! lol. den 2hrs of CS. X.X
FUCK! NO!!!

OEI no vulgarities in my blog man!

Who cares

ass

there, you just said one yourself

that is minor man. the EFF word is major.

right....
forget it.
you're making me look like i'm fighting against myself.

frankly speaking, you are.

shut up.

man... you see what boredness can do to a human?
haha.

yeah man.

but well... the blog is my place to relief myself from boredom.

hmm...
the song above, kinda suits life sometimes.

lol

or maybe my life.

it's sorta screwed up.
but then again. even if shit happens we still have to live on.
bla bla bla
you got a problem?
not really
then...
just that i'm bored of ur brooding and stuff. makes me look bad.
what?
nth. forget it.
dood. just leave me alone when i blog man.
sheesh man.
anyways. tmr start got lotsa stuff to do edi.
GO ME!
go you... banzai... =. =
shut up ass. =. =
you'll always be a part of me... i'm part of you indefinetly...
how much i wish you're not. =. =
bwahahahahahahahaha
get lost.
*ahem*
darn. why am i like fighting with myself man. =. =
i'm seriously bored.

blah anyways. here are some nice kiut pics! haha.

ALL DOGS GO TO HEAVEN!

MEET AMBER! haha. kiut rite?? xD

And THEN! heeeeerrreeeees..... STUFFY!

MAAAN! Makes me wanna have dogs of my own. but I can't. sighs.

ending the blog soon peeps.

hmm... hope tmr ain't as bad as this week.

NEW WEEK!

New Hope?

lol.

even we don't talk now,

you are still a part of me everyday.

because you keep showing up in my dreams...

when i try my best to work your way.

but i guess it was my fault

to have walked with you

i won't allow a bastard to make you sad again

but till the time comes

i want you to know

i miss you eveyday every night.

there's just so much to say.

but not all can be told.

you have to find out yourself. or another

sore jya,

byebye...

- break

yo.
hah.
crap.
MSN is becoming like crap nowadays.
can't log in. =. =
or takes forever to log in.
why? don't know.
sucks.

man. nail almost broke again today.
like used the harderner on it now,
but then feels like it's going to peel off.
it's like fragile there man.
maybe after the harderner drops i go fix it a lil.
for now.
hope it doesn't break.

listening to music...
change my guitar strings just now.
i think bad luck for me today.
2 strings broke.
lucky i bought spare.
actually it's for my elec guitar.
but then...
nvm. i replaced the broken ones.
wasted money.
now that pack is my backup pack.
in case if any stings break in the future.
but i seldom almost never play till string break b4.
lol.
feel abit wasted when the strings broke. ouch.
it scrapped my hands (DUH!!)
but not that painful la.

lazy to post pics now.
just feel like typing abit.
talk to u readers.
haha.
sighs.
anyways.
live on people.
catch ya'll again later.

jya.

- something's wrong

lol.
yeash.
something is totally wrong. (sum ting wong!!!)
=. =
blogger at FireFox ain't letting me post for the past few days.
so now here i am on IE posting.
lol.

hmm okay. lets see.
Monday!
nothing much happen. other than i'm knocking myself in the head
koz of practical test tmr.

Tuesday!
practical test.
bodoh. forgot to write Chemical Equation. lost 1 mark.
Rushed Calculations, forgot to divide mass of sample. =. = loss another freaking mark.
ans not complete. lost 3 marks there.
all together i got 15/20
MATI!
=. = MATI!!!
it's = 3% of my finals. but if i never so careless, i'd get the full 5%.
sighs. koz of what? stupidity and crap.
darn it.

Wednesday. woohoo!
kinda forgot... hmm... lets see... what happened today a?
really forgot la. sheesh. skeeeep.
something get worse today.

Thusday.
YEAH MAN! FREAKING COMPUTER SCIENCE TEST TMR! WTH!!!
PHYSICS! practical today! wahahahaha. fun. get to play with lots of stuff.
PHYSICS IS PHUN! hahahaa lame la Miss Wong. =. =
something gotten extremely worse on this day.
Mugging for CS.
xD my physics teacher shud sigh less.
wahahaha. she sighs too much.
kesian her.
but she's PHUN to study with man. lol.
so anyways. today brighten up abit by her.

FRIDAY! woohoo today.
CS TEST WAS FABULOUS!! NOT! =. = again. careless mistakes and wrong definitions.
crap. got 34.5/40
but it's actually good. just that I can't accept the fact that I forgot all the simple things. =. =
so... it's 4/5% i think for the finals. not that bad.
today my school like become Secondary school again. so many Sec School visitors.
I tot i walked into the wrong school today. LOL! actually me and my friends all did. wahahaha.
then again. wahahhahaha. sien diao got test next week also. and NEXT NEXT WEEK =. = the hell man
why my school teachers so chun wan a? all line up the test nice nice week after week.
sheesh. they pakat wan izzit?
anyways wish me luckz peeps.
my finals sama date with SPM somemore =. =
feels like taking SPM again. lol

hmm... actually i remember i got lots of happenings to tell wan lerh. but can't remember ATM la...
so... haha.
hmm i guess i'll just blog what i remember la.
no use trying to remember. koz i'll fall asleep in the end. wahahahaha

gotta Thank Darren Tan and Karyn Ong's blog. lol
everytime i read their posts. will smile or even laugh. hahaha. esp Darren's. doods you gotta check out his blog la. rawks man. and Karyn's wan is when she high and enthu abt the day.
hahahaha.
ironically... but what can i say? it just so happens? coincidence? i don't really believe in it. but then again...
sighs. actually... things really ain't gettin better. even if i try. it's sorta going no where. because i'm the only one that's working on it.
lol.
but why must the heavens still bind me with such torment.
Whatever.... hahahaha.
okay...
thanks guys. best buds man you. miss em. esp Kiwi boy.
haha.
hmm...

i... chao for nowz.
next post will up some pics la. haha. hopefully xD

Jya Na!

- free thinking

even if the morrow is barren of promises
nothing shall forestall my return
i am the discarded, the amnesia
your betrayal lead me to my past once more

i am of the one who sacrificed
yet only you see one
fate leaves us no choice but to wish upon the stars
and surround us in embers of memories
reminding me

even if the morrow is of silent
and the day where only we shall speak in dreams
i only wish my eternal slumber
i offer thee, this silent guard
for...

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yo.
haha. bored man.
nothing to do.
school tmr.
test this week and next week and also maybe next next week. and maybe every week also got one. =. =
lame man. but the marks count. so have to prepare no matter what.

sheesh. i'm a busy man.
lol.
yeap. next project may be my last scout project for the year.
a major event that drew attention to my unit.
a campfire event like no other in JB.
it's a special one day only event.
haha.

suppose to be studying now. but got bored and tired of it.
i have never studied in my life more that 3hrs a day.
yesterday,
i just did. more that 3 hrs.
WoW!!
haha.
today. also!
laaaame...

sheesh. i'm here free writing again koz i'm thinking abt stuff
it's been like... 5/6 months now?
lol. i'm sick of hearing people saying a particular phrase.
i'm tired of people who just doesn't give a fight back.
and of course. i'm sick and tired of listening to backstabbers talking to me.
especially when they act all innocent and all.
it's freaking F**Ked UP man...
and FYI
i know alot of things even if you don't tell me.
so there's no need to hide. i will know eventually.
and just because i respect some policies, i don't face it out like an IDIOT.
wanna know the definition of IDIOT?
Illogically Dense Interpretation Of Truth.
yes. that's it.
i made it up.
so what?

eeeee.
stop.
lol.
see people. this is what happens when i let my mind free thinking and writing.
it craps things out.
and yeas. i don't delete things that i free write.
because it's how i remember my things.
so screw you.

apologies for bad manners.
wahahahahahaha.
i don't give a s*** actually.
but all goes to say.

blah lazy to continue already.
frankly speaking.
alot of things never made it to be posted here.
you don't know how many drafts i have, had, and coming up.
haha.

anyways.

JYA NA!

- the season

yo.

haha. PICTURES! of... the SEASON!
lol.
YES it's the Season of my FAVourite Fruit. THE DURIAN!
wahahahah.
and DARREN! i know you love em so much i took these pics specially for you. xD
wahahahahahah.

Still In THE BOX!
then.........
my itchy hands....
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JUST HAD TO TAKE ONE UP FOR YOU TO SEE!! wahahahah.


Then of course, OPEN EM!!
look at the succulent meat!
GOTTA LOVE IT MAN! MMMM...mmm....
*the fragrance*
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*SOUNDS OF PLEASURE*

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*BEEEEEEP*


Then of course i tak boleh take it anymore. had to eat em up.
and nah!!! seeds and shells only. hahahahaha
NICE MAN!
SHIOK!

wahahaha. okay that's like for yesterday la.
so, TODAY!
WOOHOO!!! only 2hrs class. koz maths teacher SICKO!
wahahahha.
went to catch The Dark Knight with Colin and gang.
lalalalala.
MOVIE RAWKS MAN!
GO WATCH IT.
FREAKING MAKE U SIT AT THE EDGE OF YOUR SIT!
EFFECTS, STORYLINE, EVERYTHING IS NICE.
I LOVE THE SUIT.
THE TEKNOLOGI.
THE CARS! (OMGWTFBBQ)
and so on.
hahahaha.
okay... too much enthusiasm.

so today in school. i'm also so damn bored. that i took some nice picture to share which will be at the end of this blog.
for now, haha. feast your eyes on......!!!!

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CLOUD'S SILHOUETTE!
wahahah. man. you know how hard to find him not?
DAMN HARD LO!
keep go kill monsters.
find Tifa
EMO...
drag... drag... drag...
his blaady big buster sword.
act EMO again
den call him dun wan answer phone
leave message no reply.
NABEH!

this one with his buster sword
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before he left. just RIGGGHT before he left.
manage to take one last shot. wahahaha.
[okay fine... it's actually me]

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHHA....

LOL today super lot of pictures.
okay now last one for your guys to rest you eyes.
kinda sien. den took this pic. felt nice. and got natural lighting.

jiang jiang!!!!

hahahaha. okay man.
i gotta go for now.
STUDY!!!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
blaady tests. 2 weeks in a rowz. =. =

i miss you

jya na!