- 1001 answers

ask me why i love you and i'll tell you
1001 reasons why, but none of em is the real answer.
the only one real answer will forever be hidden from you.
because it's something that can't be put in words.

ask me why do i wanna fight a war i can't win
and i'll tell you 1001 reasons why i want to fight.
but still they are not true,
but the real answer is because fighting lets me know,
how much i will cherish you and protect you.

ask me why i never care much abt you but i still love you,
1001 reasons again i'll tell you, but still none of em are real.
because if i never care, why wud i still love you?

say the future is not fixed,
say it changes with a person's will.
why shud i just give up on you now?
when i know that i can give you what i wanna give,
happiness and love.
why shud i let other people give it to you,
when i know that i can do it better than them?
would you give me your 1001 reaons?

-up to KL we go. LOL!

hey peeps!
wassup?!
haha. leave a tag or something at the chatbox.

anyways. here to update some stuff.
haha. which is what i've been doing recently i guess.
kinda like left the blog empty.
well i guess... i've been busy.
haha. and yeah. really busy la.
lots of stuff to do and handle.
it went on smoothly i guess.

so Thursday,
Went to Catch Twilight!
lol.
which is a love story between a Crystal-Skinned Vampire.
lol. go catch it.
those dreamy fantasy type of pple will love it.
hahahahaha.

at night. went to mamak at Ros Merah.
to discuss abt the trip to KL.
colin wanted a to get of JB to not think of stuff.
so we went there to ask abt some colleges.
went to KDU and all.
that'll come later.
so, Ros Merah. Ash odered like Roti Tisu.
which he asked the boss to make in super large. super tall
and.. here's how it looks like. xD


Ash: WTF?!


Yeap, super large and Tall.
wahahahahahha.

ok. so Friday.
Set off to KL
had a crazy time on the road.
we brought my DV and recorded crazy stuff.
which i think we'll upload to youtube.
lol!
ok. den went to KDU and asked and mass comm.
bla bla bla...
had a blast.

Saturday! lol. today.
coming back to JB
stopped by Melaka!
here's some pics.
hahahaha.

The River...
lol


A Windmill

Frankly Speaking. The Weather is Killing.
like. Killing
lol
UBER HOT.

found this dude while we were walking.


Wooden Dude: EH Macha... what u looking at. Wanna fight is it?!
Colin: Hmm... what the hell is he looking at. Looks alil like Tommy Cheng.


Abel: Eh Colin! really look like Tommy Cheng wey!
Colin: YEAH WEY!
Wooden Dude: WTF?!


so anyways. I got myself some nice wodden Swords. wahahahah.
the Short one has a Dragon Design on It.
Looks uber kool.

HAHAHAH so now i'm Home.

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Sighs... Life Sucks sometimes huh.
don't know but. it seems like it now.
things come and go kinda fast.
so hard to grab on and hold tight.
people, whatever that comes your way.
please learn to cheish it.
don't wait till it's over. and you start to regret.
not everything will go the way you want it to.
but that doesn't mean we can just be EMO and brood abt it.

have not much to share today.
cause i'm tired. now.
guess i'll blog tmr or something.
koz the blog kinda feels like it's dying already.
hahahaha.
or just that nothing special is happening to me now.
or nothing worth blogging abt.

ciao

- major (or not so major) UPDATES!

haha.
hello ya'll
yeap. my final's officially over.
today's the "final" paper
last friday was the "last" paper
hahaha

MS today. Malaysian Studies.
pretty much okay i guess.
was kinda nice
it was a two hours paper. and everyone finished within 45mins. hahaha
"ya'll know why"
lol
*shhhhh* secret

okay. so.
lets see.. where shall i start?
hmm... the Exam period was pretty much Hectic. all abt studies and all
so....... it's boring.
i shall not say so much.
nothing much happened ba.
1st week got the most paper
English, Maths and Chem.
i think i screwed chemistry up.
Koz... of.... un...forseen... circumstances....
sighs...
den the next week was quite empty
CS paper 1st.
haha pretty easy for me.
high hopes for a HD!!!
lol
den friday, Physics.
hmm... if possible a D... if lagi possible. HD?
hahaha

okay... moving on... i think i'll let the picture(s) do the talking.
okay. this was sometime erm... haha during the exam period.

hung out with Dear Kimberley. haha.

(eleh... shy shy but Pose juga...)

it's like so long ago since we hang out.
which turned out to hang like the whole day instead.
we went to Toast to makan.

(looking at the tasty toast butter kaya bread.)
going for the bite and....
SHE SCORES!!!
.
.
..
*Crowd cheers!!!*
..
.
.

(AHAHAHAHAHA)
lol.
the shop outside of Sunway.
nice food rite?? hahaha. okay tho u didn't really eat much. =. =


haha Green Tea and Green Apple.
GREEN TEA IS MINE!
always mine...
lol.
anyways...
after that. went back home. ShanShan wanted to get something for his someone.
haha.
so we went to CS to pick that something for that someone.
xD

den... until now haven't give pulak!
=X

ALRIGHTY... moving on...
lets see... what else.
haha
OWH. and Thursday Night.
Steph's b'day.
which technically is on Friday but she celebrate on Thursday =. =
which i have a Physcis paper on Friday.
which ends on Friday.
AHH nvm. hahahaha
=. = pictures at my Facebook account.
malas wanna add them here.
(actually i dun have em)
hahaha

i got some tho
CATS!


AND ANOTHER ONE!




hahaha. nice rite??

the secret behind the wallpaper

It's all about the LIGHTING wey!
SMARTASS Designer!
lol!
nice place. and NICE CATS!
haha

here's another one. SPOT the CAT!
haha

Chingy and Li Peong

haha the deco of the shop at Pelangi called Sun City called TheLivingRoom
pretty nice place.
cozy and stuff.
food's alright i geuss. since it's new. can improve!
haha

well after all that. i took a pic with my baby brother too

haha. poser la both of us. xD
i know i know.
hahahaha
see the pimples all?!
THANKS TO EXAM STRESS! =. =

lol. hmm.. i guess that's abt all? haha
for the updates i guess.
lol. more to come. next week! haha jk
next time la. which i dunno when.

kinda busy now too! with lots of stuff..
recording
singing
playing
haha.
stuffing...
hahahahaha
anyways.

see ya'll on the next post.
and i miss you too!!! ahahahahaha. PERASAN!

God, it's been so long.
is this what you are trying to tell me?
how can i be sure?
should i ask? or should i not?
a distant stranger that isn't so strange
after all...
still enters in and out.
this time. are you here to stay?
or just occupying that empty apartment
left for you
for the moment
somehow. i need to know...
soon

HELL YEAH!!
WOOOHOOO!!! EXAMS ARE OVER!
TIME TO PAAAAARRRTAAAYY
WAHAHAHAHAHAH

YES!
LOL!
OKAY~~~~!
HOOOOOOO~
lol

but before updating... and OMG WOW i've been lost since forever
haha.
i think i'mma go sleep 1st.
let u know why when i blog
wahahahahahaha.

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
hahaha
ciao peeps.

- all to get well

what's up??
yeah i'm back from the lost land.
LOL
how's life people?
drop by a msg at the chat box.
it's getting kinda cold lately. haha.

aaah... this is the final week for my 1st Sem in Sunway.
it's the Finals next week.
prep up? no
ready to battle? no
why not? i'm freaking down with cold and slight fever coming on and off man.
talk abt stress...
man.... okay 1st, a lil update.
I've been lazying ard too much.
giving wrong concentrations in my subject.
which leads to a total fall down.
Physics i haven't been doing quite well. cause i've been reading up Chem and Comp Science
Maths was kinda screwed up at the back.
darn. i'm so going to kill myself.

okay.. that's for studies.
as for life...
it's pretty much... boring? due to finals i'm not really in the mood.
haha
except for certain days.
Saturday was like the beginning of my Tiredness... lol
Sunday was pretty much trying to rest As Much As Possible.
turns out. didn't really quite rested.

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HERE's WHERE U MIGHT WANNA READ
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MONDAY.
lol. talk abt monday. okay... it was sweet for me.
but not so sweet either.
lots pretty much happened on Monday.
Morning. Went for Basketball.
Drank like a can of Red Bull cause i was afraid i'd be too tired.
found out that i can't play as well as i used to because...
TOO LONG DIDN'T TOUCH BALL EDI.
made me hype up. and like got into limit break mode.
great exercise tho.

Afternoon.
Me and Karyn planned to bring Kim out to buy a BOOK!
for her to read during NS.
the thought actually struck me when i was walking in Harris and saw Chick Lits on sale.
and randomly my brain said. hey... kim needs some book to read on Sundays in NS.
which for me was yeah. my reading day.
and days where i can't sleep or "act sick" =X hahahahaha.

well kinda didn't take pictures. lol. so just read. i'll keep it short.
went there. we went to makan at ViVo...
Each of em got the Sandwich. i Got Green Tea.
owh btw, Kim Ryn and Rach went with me.
haha.
k so i kinda mugged their Fries to save money.
ordered Garlic Bread.
bla bla bla...
went to erm... okay. i'd rather skeeeeep this part.
=P
only the 4 of us know what we did. haha.
wasn't that awkward for me. lol. already felt like family. so... SO WHAT? haha
Kim's happy that she got what she wanted to get. haha. and erm.. i helped! lol.
okay... NEXT

Rach wanted to go A-Look see see glasses.
decided that we split to save time.
cause they wanted to go to a teacher's house to makan.
sorta like an open house party thingy...
so Ryn and Rach went to A-Look
Kim and I went to Harris to choose the book.
looked ard... untill...
"ooo... James Patterson!"
haha.
she found a book she like. which was James Patterson's Mary, Mary
(good taste... haha!)
[koz it's the genre of books i read, detective stuff and bla bla bla u wudden wanna know. haha]
so went to the counter and paid for it.
haha glad you found something u liked.

Objective cleared...
lol

then went back to town after everything's bought and done with.
sent Kim to tuition.
said hi to.... MR KER!!!
hahaha. long time no see wey...
miss him.
my tuition teacher in secondary 4 and 5
and yeah. haha which is or rather was Kim's tuition teacher too.

after that.
MOVIE WITH KARYN!
haha and joined by Rachel!
Off to City Square
haha. been a long time since i stepped in there.
Ryn suggested to park at Public Bank.
Cheaper.
haha.
popped the parking coupon and off to the cinema we go.
WATCHED TROPIC THUNDAAA!!
hahaha.
pretty lame. lots of pple watching.
Hillarious!
but the MOST hillarious part all kena censored.
POTONG STEAM!
we were sitting all the way in front.... neck kinda stressed.
haha.
okay...
well Rachel joined us too.. but we had to wait for her.
Lined up to get popcorn and drinks while waiting.

after that lepaked awhile...
den headed home.
haha.
Kim msged something too darn funny.
hahahaha. which i deleted already koz it's kinda... haha. nvm. xD
was abt getting us to go home earlier.
haha.
that's all i'm saying. xD

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sorry, kinda not in right shape to blog
just needed to get rid of the boredom

so thus ended the day...
the rest was all just... normal i guess.

okay... after that day. somehow. i just fell sick.
BUMMER!
=. =
and i still am now.
on and off fever
serious Cold
and lethargy...
crapz...
sighs...

I NEED TO REGAIN MY LIFE ENERGY!!!
anyone can HELP!!!??

anyhoo... some random pics. haha

This is kinda like... what my room looks like now. haha


and what my Desktop looks like...
(dun envy...) =P


Something funny i came across on Facebook!
hahahaha.
"Technical Error"
LOL!

I've got stuff to let out.
but now's not the time...
maybe... soon...
lol. i might tell some people 1st
which i'm still concidering now
well if i've told you. dun worry abt it
then...
good for ya? haha
or maybe bad for me.
i don't know

k la. ending it here
ciao!
jya na.

- life in college

haha wassap peeps!
here today koz i found out i've left out my blog for like days...
and found out i blog like once a week this month.
REASON BEING...!
FINALS!
OMGWTFBBQCHICKENWINGS
yeap... so that explains my disappearance.

but now i'm back!
haha well here's what's been happening
in college.
hahaha;

1st of.. due to over spending on food during lunch.
we decided to go ECONOMICAL!
eat instant Noodles!
haha


eh.. got class wan okay...
(done by colin)


this is his "Instant Noodle Cover"
hahaha the brand is yet to be determined


my turn to have a go.
lol.
SEDAPNYER i tell u..... didn't expect instant noodles to be so nice wey!
hahaha

okay... then... there's this day.
where we went to Tesco
and found Burberry style pants. which only cost RM6. hahaha so we bought them
at 1st thought it was boxers. mana tau was shorts.
den decided to pick a day to wear to school. which was...

SO DAMN WEIRD WEY!
and i was feeling so so damn cold the whole day.
koz air cond damn cold. and the pants damn thin.
X.X
dun dare to wear to school again.
hahaha
bad idea.


haha. okay...
this are the Pundeks Colin and Ashwin actually studying!
hahaha after being Scolded by Ms Manjit.
lol.

reading for their Argumentative Essay
and this is CHING. copying my ideas and notes. =. =
i got PROVE! wahahahaha

HEHEHE
I"M EEEEEVVIIILLLL =P

haha. yeah. that's abt it. i guess. so far...
College is FUN. haha. with the pple i've gotten to know.
it ain't boring as i expected in the beginning.
lucky to have these group of pple.
koz if i have joined the other intakes... which i've seeen so far are people who study non stop
everyday.
and kinda boring... lol. =X
not i wanna say la.. but it's what i feel la.
hehe. no offence.

aaa... and how's life for me?
HECTIC!
FINALS in just ONE WEEK!
SPM Takers! good luck to you guys too!
specially to Kim...! haha. the only one close to me who's taking it.
you're lucky to get my luck wey!! =P
BEST OF LUCKZ! JIA YOU!

okay lah. see ya'll
jya na

- clubbing

lol,
haha. ok not exactly clubbing.
well just got some Club Gathering Night Pictures.
share a lil something with you guys. xD

lol. nothing much abt that day though.
remember the post where i told u i had a spontaneous performance.
the part where colin says "eh lets perform tonight"
right after my Physics Trials
haha. yeah. that's the night.

here's some candid shots of us minutes before the performance.

Mua!


Colin

haha. okay. that's abt it. lol

We sang 2 Songs:-
Itu Kamu - Estranged
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

it was pretty well.
did some riff of our own.
those who got to listen to use was so so so lucky.
you have no idea how lucky you are.
hahahaha
XD


singing

here's a crazy one i like. haha.

ROCKER!!

(LAME.... =. =)

hahaha. yeap. so after that kinda like ate food. and enjoyed the night.
some more pics.

because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you...
over again... don't make me change my mind


check this out wey!
our CD Album Cover.
hahahaha xD
yeap. LIFE'08 participants
grab your copy now!
hahaha


with Ms Jade.
(please don't mind the "gay" tshirts pundek freaking wore the same one as me)

and HAHAHAHAHA
..
..
..
..
....
...
..
.

THIS ONE I LIKE!

PUNDEK PLAYING A GAME!
BLIND FOLDED!
xD
HAHAHAHAH LMAO

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haha. aitez. happenings for the week.
TOPIC TEST! x6!!! which in the end got reduced
LUCKY!
but not.
next week continue. =. =
tiredness man...

hmm... don't know. been kinda... "busy"
and tired like hell
practically fall on the bed dead for the past few days.
had some ups and downs

Killed some major virus yesterday which popped out from nowhere.
sighs...
stuff are still around tho...
the... erm... stuff
yeah... sucks wey....
no matter how hard you want yourself to let it go.
and move on.
in the end. when it's too deep.
you can't really move on.
"we never really move on"
got a few nice songs w/ nice lyrics up in my head.
haha.
later next time i guess

2 more week people... 2 more weeks to finals.
den it's HAAALLELUJAH!!!
hahaha.
HOLIDAYS!
PMR ending soon. Karyn must be overjoyed. in a way.
SPM coming soon. Kim must be freaked out. i'm sure.
hahaha.
UPSR ended long time ago... Shan and Sharon are... erm... =X
hahaha
what else....
lol.
Rachel must be also freaking out that she's sitting SPM next year. or not.

ahh... why i bring them up?
kinda miss scouting.
all these school work. making me miss all of em.
little juniors that i love so much
"i know you all miss me too"
xD

as much as i wanna let you go
your presence just don't seem to wanna leave
this torment is killing me
one way or another...
i will try to let it live. and bring you back
to the place you were suppose to be

i just miss loads of people now.
old friends.
lost friends.
new friends.
friends.
haha.
hope all of you are doing well. even though i don't get your news that often now.
the ones who i keep
are the ones who i trust and believe
the ones that i threw...
will never ever come back through.

trust

jya na!