- you are just not worth fighting with online

Whoever appeals to the law against his fellow man, is either a fool or a coward.
Whoever cannot take care of themselves without that law, is both.
for a wounded man shall say to his assailant
"If I die, you are forgiven; If i live, I Will Kill You"
... such, is the rule of honor.
- Lamb of God; Omerta

hey! it's post ke-100!
hahaha.
took me long enuf.
but looks like i'm posting more and more now. hehe

THANK YOU FAITHFUL RELIGIOUS READERS THAT READ MY BLOG POST!!

haha. i know sometimes it's boring, sometimes it's interesting.


okok once again, this blog contains explicit contents, P A R E N T A L Advisory. hahaha.


hmm...
feeling.damn.messed.up.recently
things just happen so fast wey.
It's like March edi.
sigh... time time time took a toll on me.
everyone else have been.
i've been had. and had again.
who could possibly know what the future holds?
based on my faith, i pray the storm would soon be over.

like these boats lost in the middle of the rain?

school's been hectic. assignment after assignment.
boring classes after boring classes.
just gotta hold on for 2 more months man. then i'm out of this place.
out of this country maybe.
out of this life.
hahahaha. awesome.

yeah man, why should i bother about
about the things that only drags me down;
about people who don't care;
about not being appreciated.
because i know it's better to have one good, than one extra bad.
you don't need a reason to help others.
all you need is faith, and a smile.

haha.
so just forgive and forget, tmr is a new day. start new.
yeah?

this is what you've taught me.
i will keep it in mind forever,
thanks for changing my life.

hope everyone learned something new too
=]
it's not easy to be in this world.
sometimes, i think that we are all just an accident,
chemicals and particles colliding with each other;
accidentally creating and evolving into life.
Life, is nothing but a chain of accidents.

haha. okay. so what's been going on...
well basically this is post ke-100. so i wanna make it slightly...
special.
hahaha.
mix of what is in my head, and what's been going on.


well okay, what's major that happened recently is that ASHWIN got hurt.
lol
well can't discuss it here due to some P&C treaty i've signed.
but come ask me. i might tell you. hahaha.
ok.
hope he's recovering fast. and healing fast.


what else is that the problems that some of my friends were having are being solved one by one.
happy for them. =]
and...
i think i've solved my own too. haha.

then...
lots of homework lorh...
like tonnes.
from Chem, to CS to Maths to Physics to English.
i'm drowned in them all.
cant finish them all in time.
esp moral.
lol. still dragged.

hmm... Topic Tests are falling down on me like rocks now.
trying to do the best i can.
i need to hit my TARGET! haha.

okok. finally, please pray for the unfortunate people,
for the people who are facing problems,
and the people who needs help from prayers.
whether you are Bhuddist, Christian, Islam or whatever other religion there is in this world. hahaha

if you're sweet enough, pray for me too! hahaha
perasan jer...


to WaiLing aka my Sis/Mum/Auntie hahaha
hope your Pops get better real real soon.
may God be with him and bless him.
=]

and lastly...

if you think that you want to live in a world where there's only good;
where there is nice people all around you;
where things are always blissful and happy, i will not stop you.
but if one day, you decide to come back into reality;
come back to the harsh and cruel world;
come back to things that need to be solved and taken care of, i will be there to protect you.

ciao peeps!
jya na

- i love her because she is ugly

haha.
earth hour earth hour.
it's okay if you don't turn off your lights from 2030 till 2130.
WHY?!
cause...
if you're going to turn it off from 2330 till 0930 the next morning.
it'd be so much better now wudden it?
hahahaha.

anyways. it's just an awareness thingy.
i'm sure everybody in this world is aware of it,
it's just a matter of showing that you know and proving that you know.
don't force yourself to off your lights and use candles to study for 1hr.
it's crazy. lol.
unless you plan to have a romantic bath with yourself/your partner.
a candlelight dinner.
or because you didn't pay the bills and your power is cut off.
then... feel free to do so.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.


go watch KNOWING.
it's AWESHOME!!!
srs.


be back soon. ciao peeps.
EARTH HOUR!

- was i born to be a screw up?

lol.
i screwed up 50% of my performance.
i felt so shitty but slightly better when pple come to me and said it was nice.
but i didn't feel it was nice at all.

colin knows,
i know,
some other pple know too.

cause i cud have done so much better.
but i don't need to explain why i screwed up.
cause it ain't explainable...
there's just no excuse.

i'm tired,
i wanna sleep now,
oyasumi.

- katy perry has some awesome songs. lol!

mucho gracias.
i know i've been lazy.
but i'm sorry i can't help it.

HELL NO!! another assignment and i'll die!!
PHYSICS!
why?!?!?!?!?!??!
lol.
actually sounds quite fun la. but i feel like i have no time wey!
cause i've been sleeping damn early. waking up to another school day.
weekends just jam packed.
macam mana nih!! haha.


siao liao lah i tell you lah.
wanna be cina beng edi...
nono cannot. lol

okay. so this friday is the freaking fresh-y night.
and i'm suppose to sing?
but i don't feel like singing anymore........
but i still have to sing.
=. =

hmmz... i'll be out teaching col his stupid brain how to do CS for tmr now,
i think i'll just update bitss and pieces.
lol.
cause i know got pple reading edi!! hahaha.
no lah...
just cause i scared i forget what i wanna say the next time.
heeee...
and i think won't have much time to blog long long next time.
so sikit sikit, lama jadi bukit.

dan mungkin bila nanti...
kita kan bertemu lagi...
my moral teacher liked it when i sang this
haha.
ciao

- please replace the "c" with a "k"

cause K is kooler than C. hahaha
lol.
pple with K as their Initials! BE PROUD! cause we're KOOL!
Mat Kool! hahahahahaha.

hey!
guess what. i think i might pick up some classes to be a Radio DJ! lol
cause i know i need to learn how to talk more to pple.
so... THIS MIGHT ACTUALLY HELP!


argh! FRIDAY!
damn malas wanna perform edi.
my mates won't be ard.
but i'm kinda cool with the noobies now.
haha.
although they are still annoying to me.
srsly. but i'm getting used to it. they seem fine/better now. haha


jeez. just one year diff and we have generation gap edi.
kinda cacat.
hmm... i'm kinda suppose to do my english assignment now,
but,
as usual, i'm lazy.
i just think studying ain't my thing u know?
i've thought of dropping out of school and start some job or career in something.
like dunno how many hundred times edi.
but i know my parents would FLIP!
i'm doing it for the sake of them i guess...
jeezzz...

i hate it when pple assume i'm smart?
cause I AM A DUMBASS man... srsly....
ask me anything, and i'll have to look thru the books to give you an ans.
else i'll just crap stuff to you.
haha.


eeeesh.
this week got so many deadlines.
CS practical... Moral Assignment...
English... Maths...
OMG! GIVE ME A BREAK MAN!
break is two freaking months away... =. =
gotta work towards it!
else i'll be skinned alive.
srs.

ahh.. nothing special up other than this Friday's Freshie Night.
got some rehearsal going on tmr night.
hope i'm up for it.


nothing much to blog abt.
just wanna blog.
don't know why? haha

enjoy. hope i'll have some interesting stuff next blog.
ciao

- peace... and quiet...

ahhh the serenity.
i know i've been erm... haha. overreacting for quite abit.
lots of factors.


but i love my friends,
they helped alot.
just by being ard them helped alot.


i take back everything i've said.
and, i will change for you. =]
things will never be the same again...

haha.
ahh.. life...
i think i'll die for tmr's chem exam.
ORGANIC CHEMISTRY IS A CRAZY SUBJECT TO TAKE!

"what a beautiful mess... this is....~~"
PERFORMANCE!
CB! COLIN BRANDON! haha. idiot backing out on me.
i want to kill him

- awesome quick quiz from Adrian

hey...
got something to share

me taken a quiz.
it sounds so chun. lol.
i wonder how pple come up with this stuff.
or they do this which make you believe it is you? hahaha
idk
but it feels... hmm... haha.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


go try for yourself and post them up in your blogs!
haha. IT's A TAG!
to anyone who is interested to find out
CLICK ON THIS! to go try it out!

laterz!