Sunday, April 18, 2010

- days nights months years


howdy.

yeah. so like the past few days were kinda
EMO
cause had a bad throat and had a show coming up.
was stuck on the bed most of the time.

had some issues with work.
it's been a month since i'm in starbucks.
wouldn't say it's the best experience.
cause i was kinda like stuck in the middle of a whirlpool.

1st. i got hired. YAY!
then after the first two week.
the current boss who hired me resigned.
like WTH rite??

i know... i had this black aura ard me.
and just when i was like settling into the work environment.
things took another spin.
the store's people kinda loved that manager.
and when he left.
they were all emo and moody and all.
and i'm new there.
so i kinda like... you know... blur and don't know what's going on.
but i can feel like the unhappiness.

so anyways.
new manager comes in after a week.
things took another spin and things aren't really spinning right,
i don't know. the store's people are kinda liking but not liking him.
cause as u know
new manager new rules.
and again i'm like... spinning again.



aahh!! it's so tiresome.

kay... so anyways...
yeah. the show was awesome if you've read the last post
and updates on facebook.



hmm...
had some self reflection
and deep thoughts session during my "stuck to bed" period.
of which i'm still thinking if i wanna share here.
hahaha.



so yeah. anyways.
am now currently rushing to finish my concert review assignment.
kinda got sucked into it for awhile and 1hr passed just like that. LOL!

have i mentioned i was interviewing this guy named PITO?
who was in the ensemble of the jazz trio i was writing my review about.
yeah
you guessed it.
or not.
he's the bassist of Estrella!!
the one that brought you songs like

Stay
My Morning
and
Ternyata.
which of course is famous for the bass riff.
every local band supporter knows them.

including me =D

i was so excited i started to forget what i wanted to ask for my assignment
ended up chatting instead.
asking abt the band.
i hope i get to meet them and jam with them one day!!!
=D




haha yeah happy as a dog.
even have my tail wagging.
hahaha

owh yeah
abt that
that's my extention i got for my performance.
hahahaha
it was eye catching NO?

yeah... i know.
fan boys would go
that's a Padawan Braid.
i just think its cool and unique.
hahaha


been getting alot of comments on my hair since day one after the sem break



nice kan?

lol!

okay...
so yeah... i said i'd think abt if i wanna share what's in my head.
so i think i'll leak a lil bit.

been getting questions like
"yo ken! so where's your gf?"
"yo ken! found your (insert mushy word here)??"
"kenny!! so how's life? any "news"??"
and sorts.
and some are quite helpful to ask me
"hey!! lets help you find your soulmate!!"
that kinda stuff..

hahaha
which leads to me think this
i love my life right now.
i know i get mistaken as a girl's bf sometimes or a girl gets mistaken as my gf
but it isn't a problem for me.
haha

to tell you the truth.
i ain't looking for one.

just love this single life.
BARNEY!! u're my idol. hahaha. his confidence amazes me.
so yeah anyways.
i do get the occasional "sigh i feel so lonely..." kinda shit.
but it gets over once i found someone to talk to. hahaha
yeah....

i know. i'm weird.
but lets just say.
we all have a past.
sometimes, even though you're over it.
you just need the space to move around before you want to get stuck and planted again.

lazy to write those metaphor shit now.
so yeah. hahaha

LETS SUIT UP!
man i love Barney from "how i met your mother"


owh shit. i shall update next time la.
or at least after i finish writing my assignment.
hahaha.
see ya'll.

- talk about, walk about

we had no photopraphers. so this was like the only picture of my performance i can find?
hahaha.
yeah.

man.
gotta say,
IT WAS FANTASTIC and AWESOME!
gotta love the people that came down to show their support.
haha =D

had a bad throat
and the doctor said i can't sing.
if i do. i'll suffer.
like today.
hahaha.

but yeah. who cares.
the show had to go on. and it went on awesome.

though yeah. i'm kinda suffering now.
hehehe...
coughing gotten worse.
phlegm gotten worse.
tsk.


haha. okay. for those who missed the show
it was MONASH EXTREME SPORTS CARNIVAL.
well too bad you didn't get to watch.
hahahaha.
chewah... but yeah.
come on down our next shows with Dusty Attic and Handle With Care.

see ya!

Thursday, April 01, 2010

- sunday, bloody sunday

hey...


i emo today...
lol

why?
cause everything can possibly go wrong has gone wrong.
and i think also caused by sunday bloody sunday.

it reflected so much emotions on me.
when i was singing it
i tried not to think afterwards...
sigh... yet it wasn't working?

anyways...
yeah m working at starbucks now.
at Sunway Pyramid 2. Near the Lagoon Entrance.
come find me if u free la. if got chance i free u a drink.
haha

hmm...
well... the store's team is pretty nice.
the manager's a nice guy.
yet...
he resign after he hired me.
what irony huh?
just when i was getting used to the new environment.
a new manager comes in.
it's as if.... i don't know... hah.

my place in KL is a living hell.
seriously. those friends that i talk to everyday would know what's going on.
sigh...
i seriously can't live here with that idiotic moronic brainless monkey.
imagine coming back to a place. where you're suppose to feel homey and relaxed.
but when i open that door.
i see a place that i can't live in.
there's so many things to say. i think i won't have enough energy to say them all here.

the fucker hogs the living room.
after he uses it.
even if he's not there.
it's like he's still there.
his bag, towels, clothes, laptop, drinks, food, paper, stuffz
everything!!! is in the living room.
and it's not properly placed.
it's on the sofas, on the table, on the chairs, on the floor.
he messes up the sofa, the table and the floor.
the tv is never offed.
everything just keeps running
even though he is not in the living room.
HOW?? IN?? THE?? BLOODY?? WORLD??
can you even live like that?

no one else can use the living room when he's around.

FUCK!

that's just the living room.
i haven't talk about the toilet yet.
used tissues, gf's PMS blood on the seat, used oil sucker...
list goes on.
the worst part is.
they use my soap.
BAR SOAP.
and left traces of DNA. i don't wanna go to the details.
i was so fucking pissed.
and i went bonkers on them.
but the same shit still happens.

please, if there's anything i can do to get the hell out of here.
please, just let me.

i cannot live here.
it's like hell.
i'd rather sleep in my car.
or lock myself in the small room i'm paying for don't know what fuck reasons.


AAAAARGH!!

this is what will happen when you see me not blogging for a few weeks.





other than these...
there are still small other matters...
ugh.
i hope i can get a break from all of this next week.
i want to see my friends.
i wanna have a life.
i feel like crying but the anger just overtakes the sadness.

please stop making my life a living hell.
i beg.

till next time man. i gotta go.
will get some pictures up soon.
hopefully pictures with me smiling.
D=