- why am i standing here with a fake smile

yoo hoo peeps.
yeap.
i know. i'm finally writing again.
hahaha.
shit.
so many things went by, SCHOOL, CNY, SCHOOL...
ok fine. just one things went by.
lol.

gosh i'm tired.
what's up is school's starting to suck.
i d k why.
u shud see my timetable.
den i think you'll understand.

i have a thought. about me and studying.
feel like i ain't build to study.
lol.

hmm...
lets let picture speak i guess.
yeah...
hahaha

January 18th - Dad and Bro's Birthday.
hahaha Look at the smile on Jarvis' face wey.



here's one when he received his b'day present from Me and Kim
owh wait...
hahaha.
after he opened it...
.
.
.

POSER! hahaha
he was overjoyed.
asked me to immediately cut it open so he can play


during CNY i got myself a new toy.
hahaha.
cool toy.
it's a Recon NERF Gun


Jarvis did this just so that he can manja me let him play it.
i d k why but it's so lamely cute.

Okay, Interlude. LOL
my PHONE CAMERA SUCKS!
EVEN THO IT's 3.2mpx.
IT SUCKS!


this was in Wh. with Colin and Yaw Siang.
well... we were bored.
so yeah.


ah... oh yes. i cut BOTAK! lol. okay i think everyone knows that by now.
cool SHADES huh... but ain't mine. haha.

do u know what happens when a dog gets stuck in a cone?
hahaha.
it's damn cute.

KYLIE!
hahaha. yeah. she got into a horrible accident.
koz she ran out from the house.
darn. i shud have dragged her back in.
but i thought she'd go back in eventually.
didn't know it'd turn out like that.


this is random.
the road back towards home from school.

hahaha. so basically life's ain't much to talk abt.
school sucks.
everyday i say

koz i dun feel awake in school.
try to get hyper.
but. not working.
Friends ain't looking good.
had lots of misunderstandings and touble during the hols.
i feel...
i d k.
just hang in there i guess.


that's what i do now. haha
for everything.
koz too much NEGATIVITY in life nowadays.

for other times
i turn to

HAYLEY! lol.
koz she's the coolest ROCKER Chick i know.
haha. admire her voice.

then. at other times...

is what i feel
to

this ugly lil duckling.
haha.
damn i regret so many stuff.
but now you ain't here. and i'm feeling it.
lol.

well glad tho. that we managed to sort things out
during CNY.
for the whole moment we were talking.
i just felt better after.
but it had to be the last day you're back.
now you're in there again.
and i'll have to wait again.


gosh. school ain't really helping to pass time tho.
but now. it's less than 5 weeks till you're back.


ain't long, but ain't short either.
hope things go well for ya in NS.
tho u don't call back. cause of ur "credit" problem.
haha.


jeez. why the emo-ness.
haha.
Why... So Serious?

this guy's my idol

so anyways.

back to erm... life.
it's been going. up. and. down.
mostly down.
cause school really sucks.
dun ask why.
i just dun feel motivated anymore.
koz i dun feel like i'm fit to study.
i wanna be practical.
i wanna do stuff..
but. i ain't doing nothing.

today's mum's birthday!
happy birthday mum!


life's a living hell.
for the time being. i hope.

alrighty den.
smell ya'll laterz
ciao