GOD DAMN THE VOICES IN MY HEAD!
ASK THEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE NOW!!

- what in the world

haa.
what in the world is going wrong man...
basically,
after the last round of B-routine,
the juniors in Sunway got so hooked up.
they went again last saturday. =. =

it's funny. hahaha.
i got dragged along with them, despite the 1001 reasons i gave them.
my car petrol habis in just 3 days.
habis aku.


first was some Haunted house Visiting.
which ended up in smoke cause there was too many of us,
dragged to much attention. had to leave the house alone.
saw some sniffers walking out too.
scary shit.
ain't afraid of the haunted house,
more afraid of the bugs and snakes in there.
shit, you die cause of the spiders, fire ants, and snakes. not cause of the Ghosts. LOL

later on went to susur, undercovers were already there.
plan smoked again. haha.
looking at their sad faces, made me laugh.
geez...
dun really see the fun in looking at the freaks,
half man, half woman.
=. =

chilled out somewhere at anjung warisan.
i ciao after that.
sent friends home,
went home and crashed.


cacat la.
have to stop these activities asap.
TRIALS coming next week.
FINALS in 3 weeks.
habis aku.


JULY! KL! Here I COME! lol.
hope my application passes.

hmm... still deciding to get a Mac or a Mini.
most probably a Mac. wahahhahaa.

gtg.
ok. other than barang barang yang tidak berfaedah, i am studying my arse off.
haha. so it's kinda boring now.
life has just gotten less interesting.
scouts competition coming, urgh, i dunno if i can help much. but i'll try. x.x
ciao.
busy ass week.

- sleeping to dream about you

hey...
haa.
damn fever and flu is the best combo to die man.
i'm half dead already.
i think i screwed Math today once again. cause i can't think.
Probability needs lots of thinking. but i just can't think.

tmr having physics.
need to think somemore.


i almost died on the way home today.
cause of the whole drowsyness.
damn. people, do not drive when you're sick. lol

reached home and i crashed from 12 till 5.30
lol.
damn, i haven't finish my assignments.


owh god, tolong tolong...
tmr make me feel better.
i can't screw Physics up.
i need to go into U.

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town

I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
and they all fall down.

darn. i feel so far away.
like, i can't catch up?
no matter how fast i run or walk.
should i just stay put, and look as what i wished for move further and further.
or continue chasing pavement and hoping what's in front would just slow down so i could catch up.

i feel like time is running out.
as a matter of fact it is,
just look at the countdown beside there. lol

argh... i have to continue studying.
else i'll confirm fail tmr.

guys... help me pray for a fast recovery tmr yea?
lol.
btw, watch Shasheen Jafargholi on youtube! lol. another Britain's Got Talent singer.
this time's a 12 year old boy, who... haha. go see for yourself.
=]
link's here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVU4IkzMNIo&feature=channel_page
enjoy!

see ya'll.

- the usual hoohaas with a twist

before you continue,
go youtube. Search for Susan Boyle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&feature=related
or this link right here.
Let It LOAD!
it's awesome i'm sure you will have your hair standing and tears accumulating around your eyes.
GO!

hey!
whaddap?
been going out and doing work alot.
hahaa.
i know many pple can't catch me.
cause i ain't free all the time.
promise to make time for all. soon.

hmm... so what's been up. well basically need to finish up some Physics project tmr.
making a generator.


well two days ago,
went out with a new group of people.
KC invited to go RedBox.
which erm... sorta got me in a pinch when i was there.
the group was KC, Jason, Calven, Alyssa, Wei Lik, Chris, and Ah Fong. lol.
supposedly some others were to come, but they didn't.
so anyways,
halfway through. the Cacated fella came looking for me and accompanied him to the sinseh.
lol.
Funny guy the sinseh is, the one opposite mary juana. oops i mean Marybrown.
hahaha.
got a video of it.
i'll get it and post it up maybe.


den went back. hmm.. there's a small part.
where i'll write it small small here also. haha
there was a point where wei lik came in and said
" hey KC, i saw ********* just now, wanna ask *** to join us or not? "
and i was like. STONED. and inside i was like " **** what to do now? "
den i was like... okay...
" just stay calm. and act normal. things will go the right way. "
lol.
and luckily it did. and no awkward shit came.. haha.
damn.
Julianna was suppose to join us but she went out with Steph. lol

later we went to Old Town
Ash and Colin joined.
had an awesome laugh with them.
Jason's a bloody joker man.
shit he's just making our asses drop everytime he says something.

later on they decided that it was KC's bday, so we planned to make it a special journey for him.
brought him to Susur. hahaha.
well, for those who don't know where susur is, wait till you're old enough. hahahaha.
HINT: it's some where near Danga Mall going towards Skudai punyer highway. haha
Calven was with us in the same car, and he was erm... ***** all the way. hahaha.
Ash was freaked out, Colin was enjoying the view, and so was I. but yet that place still disgust me.
*shrughs*
KC tried to call for one. hahaha.

ha, awesome!

yesterday was alright.
went out to Jusco but nothing in Topman to buy despite the 20% off.
went to CS and saw more freaks.
man, i dont' understand. Anime characters, should just stay in pictures and in ANIME. not in the real world.
it's so... obscene. it scares little babies and kids la wey!
met up with a friend, Fhana, lol. dont' really know how to spell her name.
later at night went to
LiVinGRooM and met up with Pauline.
den had a nice chat and tricked Dick and her with some card tricks.
haha.

met up with ASH and ********, well they dun want me to go ard telling pple who the starred pple are,
and COLIN and ******, actually i dun really have to Star-kan that name. hahaha.
den...
yea, suppose to meet up with the macha Abel.
but in the end didn't.
sad.
maybe later in the afternoon today.
but i have assignments. SHIT!


today. went to play ball...
had an awesome workout.
and played against some team from foon yew which we won like 40 - 10
hmm...
and that's all. lol

on with the day peeps.
gotta ciao for now, keep me posted yea?
haha.

- panas sial

Oh Hot Damn,
This is my Jam,
Keep me Partyin' to the AM
ya'll don't understand,
make me throw my hands in the ayer
a ayer ayer a ayer...

Oh Panas Sial,
Inih Gua punyer Jam,
Buat parti sampai pagi...
engkau tak faham,
bikin gua panas.
buang tangan kat angin ah angin,
anging a angin...

hahaha. xD
man,
i've been down with bad flu
due to over stress and lack of sleep.
I NEED A REST!
haha

i just recovered from it. but still feel groggy
and i have 2 ulcers.
man... the weather's to blame, says me
haha.


hmm...
i got mah performance punyer pic

ceeeh. haha. tau lah. performance cacat sikit.
tapi suka juga.

and i'm thinking to get a MacBook.
standard or Air... hmm... hahaha


hmm...
skrg sangat sibuk wo... banyak-nyer kerja.
suppose to take care of Junior's Marching Competition thingy...
den got my Exams... and the Physics project.
rawr!
i'm going bonkers

anyways.
all this gonna end SHOON!
hahaha


gtg. updatesss later
see ya'll

- it feels good to be back

booyah.
yes
it's good to be back.
haha.

i'm on a roll man.
and by the way. i'm busy. lol! which is GOOD!
got some juniors to take care of, school's Exam and deadlines to meet.
and of course, chicks to entertain. lol.

argh,
damn tak puas today.
kena lepas aeroplane,
missed out on a big chance some more.
bengang wey!


gawd, i have so many deadlines to meet this week.
i think i'm screwed yet again.
BURN!

and out of all the randomness,
this one's the best.
i'm
totally
stone.

haha. don't know why i'm blogging.
basically just to announce that I'M BACK! and
lol
i have an empty space to fill.
less than 6weeks! OMGWTFBBQ WEY!
oh Lord, pls don't let this to waste.
it's a ONCE in a LIFE TIME EXPERIENCE WEY!

hmm... i've been going to church quite recently.
lol. is this a sign? haha
hope not.
i can't believe i attended a mandarin mass.
where i cudden understand much.
lol.

anyhoo...
gtg for now.
i'll update, if there's any update.
currently lazy to upload pictures.
but i have em!
haha. ciao!

smell ya'll around.

- why is it so damn hard this time?

the last person i want this to happen with between;
you are.
and i didn't expect it to be so hard;
on me.
the silence in between was once experienced;
we both.
yet this time, i don't know if i could patch it back up again;
i tried.

i want to get on with life,
i am struggling at the moment.
don't make me believe anymore,
i just want to be a friend.

- could you at least take good care of yourself when i'm gone

harrow...
i think i've got back my MOJO. haha

anyways
today's a HORIDAE!!
haha.
means more homework, and schoolwork.
shit.


well,
school yesterday
i was almost basically dying.
was sleepy, drowsy, dizzy, headache and died.
lol.
i jatuh tidur for 30mins in each class.
until Chem. something happened. haha.
i'm still thinking if i wanna tell u all. =p

anyways,
met up with KC.
went for lunch and caught up together.
that fella still the same. still the usual "lao qian" haha.
always using cheap magic card tricks to cheat pple.
hahaha.
but entertaining.
dunno how many pple in college give him cheat edi. esp girls. haha
and also met Andrew.
taking DBA... hmm... DBA... lol
nice seeing my juniors hanging ard again.
brings back some memories too.


erm i'm kinda looking for some weekend decent job.
lol.
if you have Gigs to invite small time singers to do some showcase
please let me know?
yeah me need job. to fill up time. to keep occupied.

bah. dunno what to do now.
be back to blog later. don't seem to have anything i want to say
atm.

- please don't tell her

I hear she's kicking ass across the board and rock two hundred thousand higher scorer
Just in time to save the world of being taken over
She's a warrior
I couldn't play again because the game it never end it never even landed on the can
And never let me in to spend my quarter
There's no love for me no more

Say it isn't so
How she easily come, and she easy go
Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her
Because I don't

She was the girl with the broadest shoulders
But she would die before I crawled over them
She is taller than I am
She knew I wouldn't mind the view there
Or the altitude with a mouth full of air
She let me down the doubt came out until the now became later

Say that it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her that
I've been meaning to miss her

Because i don't,
not for her,
it's not that i'm mad, to forgive, forget
what i've said

'Cause she don't really need to know

That I'm crazy like the rest of us
And I'm crazier when I'm next to her

So why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing of the bitter end and broken eras
I told you I don't but
I am only trying to be the best with my intent to cure
The rest is sure to lay me ease the plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
That's easier said
Easier than done
Please don't dare tell her what I've become
Please don't mention all the attention I have drawn
Please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when I'm gone

Because I'm crazy like the rest of us
But I'm crazier when I'm next to her
And it's amazing how she's so self-assured
But I know she'd hate me if she knew my words
Do I hurt anymore
Do I hurt, well
I don't

- are you still there?

hey,
man, my mornings...
damn.
it's why i'm here i guess.
i wake up to very disturbing and mind blowing things.
i wish they would go away.

i try to make every morning better than the last, but
i have failed so far.
and it's getting worse.


how are you doing?
why don't i feel that you are happy?
i am doing my best to keep you out,
yet... sigh.

changed?

- - - - - - -

yo! lol.
just got back from school.
TIRED!
class shifted here and there. made me confused.

damn. this morning.
wasn't really the best mornings ever.


i need to rest more.
sigh...

see ya'll ard.
ciao

- why are you so dumb? doesn't matter

WHADDDAAAPP!!
lol.
guess what!?
I can't finish an X Meal in KFC! lol
i totally wasted the Zinger Burger!!! arrrgghhh... shud have ate it 1st!
freaking burger left untouched.

lol. i guess KFC is more filling than McD wey!

hahaha.
suppose to eat DOMINOS! but then the cacat fella changed his mind.
CB...


okaY! dunno why, usually my thursdays are freaking TIRING!
but today, somehow i feel kinda energetic.
lol
i think i got my stamina back.
hahaha.

APRIL FOOLS! i was freaking studying my arse off.
today i tot we had CS test. mana tau, tak de...
wth. made me waste my time.
cud have spent more time with dear dear... hahaha.
jkjk


hmmz...
basically i'm so energetic right now, i had to post something to cover for yesterday
koz i punk'd Chingy with the Times Square being blown up thingy.
hahahaha.
thanks Sarah for the idea.
sorry Ching for being the victim. who ask you online at FB. hahaha.
and i was bored.
hehehe...


okay... not much hoo haas.
owh, i recieved a weird sms. =. =
wat.da.heck.
lol.

k den. i shall take my leave...
KFC! it's Finger Lickin GOOOD~~
hahaha.