- why is it so damn hard this time?

the last person i want this to happen with between;
you are.
and i didn't expect it to be so hard;
on me.
the silence in between was once experienced;
we both.
yet this time, i don't know if i could patch it back up again;
i tried.

i want to get on with life,
i am struggling at the moment.
don't make me believe anymore,
i just want to be a friend.