- true and false

do you have a friend,
who'd drop whatever they are doing,
just to give you a hand when you need help.

do you have a friend,
who'd sacrifice time spent with his/her partner,
to be around to talk with, when you needed a listener the most.

do you have a friend,
who'd sacrifice his entertainment,
just so that he/she could entertain you.

do you have a friend,
who'd get you out of trouble,
who'd go the extent,
who'd even take your place in hell.

maybe,
i've done too much,
to find a real friend.
maybe,
i should not,
have done so much at all.

after all,
"you are just a friend, there is nothing much i can do for you"

i'm naive.

in the end, it is still just you alone in this world.


i did it all for nothing.


i have trust in no one at all,
or maybe just


some"one"