hey...
i can't sleep.
lol
don't know why
just can't.
i'm wondering who's reading my blog seriously.
don't really have feedbacks
but not important.
umm... people who read and run
haha.
thanks for viewing.
man... i am really darn bored and unable to sleep.
let me tell you what's going on in my mind then!
BUGS! they like to fly into my room.
= =
especially moths and jumping flying crickets
i'm like immune and lazy to bother them anymore.
i had a beetle visiting me in the morning too. lol
i so need to sleep else i'll be a zombie tmr morning in class.
jeez...
life's getting boring in KL
in fact, there isn't a life.
gotta do somthing about it.
else i'll die.
anyways, i think the main reason why i can't sleep now
is cause i'm being bothered by unnecessary comments by unnecessary people.
lol.
i don't know why am i being bothered.
i hope it could just go away.
and i guess by blogging it out.
i can get it to go.
which i hope it does work.
hahaha
if all else fails
i guess i'll subject to sleeping pills.
lol
insomnia........
hmm....
i just don't feel comfortable when i see others comment or criticize others when they don't look at themselves in the mirror.
it's sorta... irritating.
i wonder how this sort of people live...
you gotta know, it takes a lifeless person to know another lifeless person. hahahaha. if you get what i mean.
so why criticize what others do or say?
can't they have their own opinion? must everybody be like "YOU"?
it's just stupid and unnecessary.
ugh... yea it's stupid to feel like that. haha
but what gives.
i'm just being bothered by it and i wanna talk it out.
i'm sure there are some people who are reading this and already starting to give comments in their heads.
that's just their rights.
i can't do anything about it now can i?
so what i'm trying to say here.
let the people who enjoys their games enjoy their games;
let the people who loves their job love their job;
let the people who talks talk whatever they like;
let the people who has chosen their way of life live their way of life.
you are in no place to command them and criticize them on how they choose to be.
it's their human right.
i don't get what is the problem with you wanting to say such things about others.
sigh...
i am losing my respect to you.
such... never mind.
hahaha.
anyways...
we all can't be the same.
that's what makes us human.
bla bla bla.
i hope this will help me feel less irritated.
lol
should i say
or should i don't.
what good does it make
when i've lost all my trust in you
what good does it make
when what i've done
is never appreciated by you.
i'm back in my shadows
i'm wearing my mask once again
because i cannot stand
this reality where everyone's just ass licking
their way out of this.
why do i still care
why do i still think
months it has been and i can't forget what a fool i've been
thanks to such a memory
i tend to play my own game once more and no one can tell me what is wrong and what is right.
i owe my gratitude to the past
not the present one i see right in front of me.
all i can say is that i really have had such a feeling
but now i don't f*cking care
what will happen to you
i won't try and make things better
i will let you suffer
just like how fate wants you to
should i say or should i don't
that is the one and only thing left i have to choose between making things better or not for you.
you have to open your eyes soon enough
before you get deceived by your own illusions
and regret the path you have chosen
for eternal
and for life
- Should I Say or Should I Don't
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some new lyrics =]
hope it has a meaning to you.
have a nice day!
