- what the hell

yes, what the hell...

this month of august is just a series of shit and more shit.

sigh... am i cursed during this month?

am i seriously cursed with everything august?

god knows.

well... for those who know,

my uncle passed away really sudden just last week.

i rushed to singapore as soon as i got the news.

it was damn sad.

i cried non stop.

yeah... cry baby... whatever

although he's my aunt's husband,

although he has no blood relation to me,

i grown up with him.

he's very heartwarming, very nice person.

he can make friends with anyone and everyone.

his jokes... may be a lil hard to catch.

but once u get it. it's so darn funny

and of course, his jokes are always in Hokkien. haha.

since young, i often visit them and stayed at his place with my cousins during holidays.

and he got strucked with a heart attack.

just like that.

he's always happy and not wanting others to worry about him.

yet god had to take him back.

i know he's in a better place now.

really miss him alot.

i'm worried for my aunt. i pray and hope she's doing fine.

sigh....

other than that;

was doing this assignment.

and turned out my group didn't use the report i typed at all.

he/she just changed everything that i did and passed up a totally different report.

i don't know what's that suppose to mean. and i wasn't told why.

what the hell man.

i rushed the report and corrected it over and over again.

and this is what it turned out to be?

wtf man...

and there are other stuff...

like for instance today;

suppose to go for MTV World Stage.

i went for the interview, and i was so excited i got the job.

went there in the afternoon;

walked to the gate. and my name wasn't in the list.

WTH?!?!?!

they asked me to come. and i came

and they told me my application was cancelled and was sorry they didn't call to tell.

i can say...

FUCK YOU!

fucking disappointed man.

i even went and get the shoes i needed for the job.

cause i didn't have black shoes

and this is what they tell me?

i was too tired to argue.

i asked if it's possible i can still work and they said N-O

spelled so big i don't know how else to express.

and now i'm here while some other guy/gal got my job.

pissed off i am.

very pissed off indeed.

i'm done and lazy talking about all these shit.

FUCK THE WORLD MAN!

god knows how many more bad luck i have coming for this august.

and don't try and remind me any.

just shut the eff up.