- one last day before twenty ten

what's up...

finally caught a break

and finally caught my sleep.

yes... i did complain i was bored.

but it was because i was having too much fun;

a sudden stop was boring. hahaha.

anyways. new years eve party??

lol.

ahh...

life sucks as usual.

had a couple of friends stood me up

and acted like nothing happened.

well.. they "forgotten" again i guess..

whatever.

bunch of useless wimps.

and... a couple of "friends" that labelled as "friends" yet treated it like shit.

ugh! blah.

screw those people.

the new year's coming.

and like every new year.

i throw away the good, the bad, and the ugly.

hah.

who gives a shit anyways.

band's concept logo's out!

post it up next time. or check out the band's blog soon.

well, technically it's not band yet.

i'm still working on it.

songs would be posted next year.

ugh! it's not easy having to do things yourself.

anyways.

screw 2009

twenty ten. here i come.

btw, the bloody letter for enrollment better come quick.

before i go berserker on the PSO.

god damn.

enjoy you last few days of 2009 peeps

i know i would.

- all i want for christmas

WHO GOES THERE!!?

haha. what's up what's up?

i'm officially back in JB!

for abt a month or so.

damn i miss home!! =]

Darren's back fom NZ too!

year end baby! everyone's ard.

that's awesome.

freaking awesome.

most probably going up KL to celebrate on the 28th till new years eve.

still planning.

going to hang out with Karyn too!

ahh!! haha...

what else... peeps from sec school.

then hopefully peeps at KL.

pop!

1 month while waiting for my letter from Uni.

to transfer.

yes people. i'm dropping boring engineering.

okay fine. it's boring to me... i'm not interested in building WMDs.

leave that to the geeks.

not Tony Stark tho. he's awesome. but i doubt u can find ppl like him.

xD

people of mass communications.

here i come.

ore... sanjou!

nah! finger to u.

ji eh imissher

it's too bad for the distance

but time will fly eventually =]

muahahaha...

anyways these are all i want for christmas.

goodtimes;

goodtimes.

alrighty... anyone wanna go out to chill just give me a ring.

do it fast! cause before u know it... i'll be back in KL again = =

see ya'll soonz.

take care!!

despite what i think will or might happen

i dontgiveashit unless it's already the end

i just want things to be fun and easy;

not serious and complicated.

- misspoken

damn the bastards that cheat

damn the bastards that hit on their loved ones

damn the bastards that never cared and played

i've never felt such a way before; until i saw her cried

right in front of my eyes

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Aku lihat dia pandangan pertama

Ternyata indah

Senyuman, Liriknya

Ku ingin dia, saat pertama

Berjumpa, dengannya

Membuat ku gelisah

Waktu berlalu hari demi hari

Hati ku dambakannya

Untuk bercinta lagi

- Estrella -

- nei nei nei nei nei!

whaddap!!

today's SPECIAL!

GERMAN!!!!

muahahahhaa

i love this place

at CapSquare... called

Bayernhaus

German Fusion Restaurant

Bar Grill

featuring awesome german beer.

and awesomee german food.

1st up!

THE BEER!

hahaha.

i didn't record down the details.

=P

and the appetizers

Mixed Mushroom Soup

The Summer Salad

MAIN COURSE!

The Variety Sausage and Bacon

The Pork and Steak Platter

Drooling already aren't u?

xD

haha...

awesome dinner that night.

after that,

espresso goes well with everything.

lolz

ahh...

had an awesome weekend.

just chilling and having fun.

i'm going back JB soon!!

yeah... lots of gathering to attend

ok fine.. 3

but still... quite alot right?

haha

Christmas! ahh... i got myself my Xmas Gift edi. xD

IT IS... THIS!!!

The Remote Control for Apple products.

xD

i'm having so much fun with it.

My Mac Feels diff now!!

hah. gtg for now,

i have two more stuff to show

but lazy to take the picture now.

maybe soon.

next post!

cause today's is abt GERMAN!

muahahahaha...

wiedersehen!!

(goodbye)

=]

CHEERS!

- creep

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run... run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

- Radiohead

- the last butterfly

have u ever wondered, that if you had the ability to go back in time,

you'd want to change something that happened in life so that you can live better

right now?

have you thought about the consequences that come

from taking the steps you make the next move you make.

it is rather normal for a person to want to change something

in the past

so that they could live better in the future.

but it is most of the time, when you change something for someone else

but not yourself.

you save and help more than just yourself.

given a choice,

making that decision,

losing the person one loved so much.

was the only way to allow her to live.

a small sacrifice

changed everything.

i stepped on the wrong butterfly once.

i was given the chance to change things.

it doesn't matter if it doesn't make sense to anyone at all.

but my life has changed.

it is never the same as before.

the images flashed by me,

i had to choose what's best.

even though it's not what's best for me.

in order for a happier future for her.

what needs to be done, has been done.

i can't help any longer.

that was the last butterfly to pick.

remember those days

i used to talk about my purpose in life?

i think i've finally found my purpose.

not just as a tool.

but also, a human.

it doesn't really matter if you remember or not.

or if u even see this.

nothing is the same again.

i just hope that everything is worth it.

my last wish on the last butterfly

- the butterfly effect

be happy with what you have.

- frozen

yo!

haha. what do u think of the ambigram above?

i drew it myself! xD

anyways. for the past few days have been tiring!

but at the same time awesome!

and spontaneous. lolz

Ash came up KL.

hung out and did shit.

and at 4am one morning after chillin out.

we decided. to go Genting.

hahaha

here's all our stoned faces at starbucks

ash.

Matt.

Colin

and I.

after a couple of latte and espressos.

we're back on track.

ash and matt loss in the casino.

we spent the day up in genting chillin till 12.

went to the temple.

and got our asses frozen till we can't feel our balls itch.

btw, it was raining from the moment we went up till we came back down

thus, these crazy shots were taken in the cold rain

from the mist, and the wind that was blowing on my hair.

hope u realize how cold it was.

we were totally drenched.

hahaha.

awesome wake up call.

didn't sleep for 2nights in a row.

came back next night.

we're all dead on the bed.

till 18hrs ago,

we met up again at laundry bar

and continue our shit session.

hahaha.

met up with macha abel!!

stoned till 7am.

reached home at 8 and finally some proper rest.

LOL!

okay, before i leave,

here's what's going on at home

bloody parasite mushrooms are growing in my toilet.

FUCK!!

someone tell me how to kill these things permanently!!!

damn!!

disgusting i know... hahahahaahhhahahaha...

goodbye.