Monday, December 07, 2009

- the last butterfly

have u ever wondered, that if you had the ability to go back in time,

you'd want to change something that happened in life so that you can live better
right now?

have you thought about the consequences that come
from taking the steps you make the next move you make.

it is rather normal for a person to want to change something
in the past
so that they could live better in the future.
but it is most of the time, when you change something for someone else
but not yourself.
you save and help more than just yourself.

given a choice,
making that decision,
losing the person one loved so much.
was the only way to allow her to live.
a small sacrifice
changed everything.

i stepped on the wrong butterfly once.
i was given the chance to change things.
it doesn't matter if it doesn't make sense to anyone at all.
but my life has changed.
it is never the same as before.
the images flashed by me,
i had to choose what's best.
even though it's not what's best for me.

in order for a happier future for her.
what needs to be done, has been done.
i can't help any longer.
that was the last butterfly to pick.


remember those days
i used to talk about my purpose in life?
i think i've finally found my purpose.
not just as a tool.
but also, a human.

it doesn't really matter if you remember or not.
or if u even see this.
nothing is the same again.
i just hope that everything is worth it.


my last wish on the last butterfly
- the butterfly effect


be happy with what you have.

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