- days nights months years

howdy.

yeah. so like the past few days were kinda

EMO

cause had a bad throat and had a show coming up.

was stuck on the bed most of the time.

had some issues with work.

it's been a month since i'm in starbucks.

wouldn't say it's the best experience.

cause i was kinda like stuck in the middle of a whirlpool.

1st. i got hired. YAY!

then after the first two week.

the current boss who hired me resigned.

like WTH rite??

i know... i had this black aura ard me.

and just when i was like settling into the work environment.

things took another spin.

the store's people kinda loved that manager.

and when he left.

they were all emo and moody and all.

and i'm new there.

so i kinda like... you know... blur and don't know what's going on.

but i can feel like the unhappiness.

so anyways.

new manager comes in after a week.

things took another spin and things aren't really spinning right,

i don't know. the store's people are kinda liking but not liking him.

cause as u know

new manager new rules.

and again i'm like... spinning again.

aahh!! it's so tiresome.

kay... so anyways...

yeah. the show was awesome if you've read the last post

and updates on facebook.

hmm...

had some self reflection

and deep thoughts session during my "stuck to bed" period.

of which i'm still thinking if i wanna share here.

hahaha.

so yeah. anyways.

am now currently rushing to finish my concert review assignment.

kinda got sucked into it for awhile and 1hr passed just like that. LOL!

have i mentioned i was interviewing this guy named PITO?

who was in the ensemble of the jazz trio i was writing my review about.

yeah

you guessed it.

or not.

he's the bassist of Estrella!!

the one that brought you songs like

Stay

My Morning

and

Ternyata.

which of course is famous for the bass riff.

every local band supporter knows them.

including me =D

i was so excited i started to forget what i wanted to ask for my assignment

ended up chatting instead.

asking abt the band.

i hope i get to meet them and jam with them one day!!!

=D

haha yeah happy as a dog.

even have my tail wagging.

hahaha

owh yeah

abt that

that's my extention i got for my performance.

hahahaha

it was eye catching NO?

yeah... i know.

fan boys would go

that's a Padawan Braid.

i just think its cool and unique.

hahaha

been getting alot of comments on my hair since day one after the sem break

nice kan?

lol!

okay...

so yeah... i said i'd think abt if i wanna share what's in my head.

so i think i'll leak a lil bit.

been getting questions like

"yo ken! so where's your gf?"

"yo ken! found your (insert mushy word here)??"

"kenny!! so how's life? any "news"??"

and sorts.

and some are quite helpful to ask me

"hey!! lets help you find your soulmate!!"

that kinda stuff..

hahaha

which leads to me think this

i love my life right now.

i know i get mistaken as a girl's bf sometimes or a girl gets mistaken as my gf

but it isn't a problem for me.

haha

to tell you the truth.

i ain't looking for one.

just love this single life.

BARNEY!! u're my idol. hahaha. his confidence amazes me.

so yeah anyways.

i do get the occasional "sigh i feel so lonely..." kinda shit.

but it gets over once i found someone to talk to. hahaha

yeah....

i know. i'm weird.

but lets just say.

we all have a past.

sometimes, even though you're over it.

you just need the space to move around before you want to get stuck and planted again.

lazy to write those metaphor shit now.

so yeah. hahaha

LETS SUIT UP!

man i love Barney from "how i met your mother"

owh shit. i shall update next time la.

or at least after i finish writing my assignment.

hahaha.

see ya'll.

- talk about, walk about

we had no photopraphers. so this was like the only picture of my performance i can find?

hahaha.

yeah.

man.

gotta say,

IT WAS FANTASTIC and AWESOME!

gotta love the people that came down to show their support.

haha =D

had a bad throat

and the doctor said i can't sing.

if i do. i'll suffer.

like today.

hahaha.

but yeah. who cares.

the show had to go on. and it went on awesome.

though yeah. i'm kinda suffering now.

hehehe...

coughing gotten worse.

phlegm gotten worse.

tsk.

haha. okay. for those who missed the show

it was MONASH EXTREME SPORTS CARNIVAL.

well too bad you didn't get to watch.

hahahaha.

chewah... but yeah.

come on down our next shows with Dusty Attic and Handle With Care.

see ya!

- sunday, bloody sunday

hey...

i emo today...

lol

why?

cause everything can possibly go wrong has gone wrong.

and i think also caused by sunday bloody sunday.

it reflected so much emotions on me.

when i was singing it

i tried not to think afterwards...

sigh... yet it wasn't working?

anyways...

yeah m working at starbucks now.

at Sunway Pyramid 2. Near the Lagoon Entrance.

come find me if u free la. if got chance i free u a drink.

haha

hmm...

well... the store's team is pretty nice.

the manager's a nice guy.

yet...

he resign after he hired me.

what irony huh?

just when i was getting used to the new environment.

a new manager comes in.

it's as if.... i don't know... hah.

my place in KL is a living hell.

seriously. those friends that i talk to everyday would know what's going on.

sigh...

i seriously can't live here with that idiotic moronic brainless monkey.

imagine coming back to a place. where you're suppose to feel homey and relaxed.

but when i open that door.

i see a place that i can't live in.

there's so many things to say. i think i won't have enough energy to say them all here.

the fucker hogs the living room.

after he uses it.

even if he's not there.

it's like he's still there.

his bag, towels, clothes, laptop, drinks, food, paper, stuffz

everything!!! is in the living room.

and it's not properly placed.

it's on the sofas, on the table, on the chairs, on the floor.

he messes up the sofa, the table and the floor.

the tv is never offed.

everything just keeps running

even though he is not in the living room.

HOW?? IN?? THE?? BLOODY?? WORLD??

can you even live like that?

no one else can use the living room when he's around.

FUCK!

that's just the living room.

i haven't talk about the toilet yet.

used tissues, gf's PMS blood on the seat, used oil sucker...

list goes on.

the worst part is.

they use my soap.

BAR SOAP.

and left traces of DNA. i don't wanna go to the details.

i was so fucking pissed.

and i went bonkers on them.

but the same shit still happens.

please, if there's anything i can do to get the hell out of here.

please, just let me.

i cannot live here.

it's like hell.

i'd rather sleep in my car.

or lock myself in the small room i'm paying for don't know what fuck reasons.

AAAAARGH!!

this is what will happen when you see me not blogging for a few weeks.

other than these...

there are still small other matters...

ugh.

i hope i can get a break from all of this next week.

i want to see my friends.

i wanna have a life.

i feel like crying but the anger just overtakes the sadness.

please stop making my life a living hell.

i beg.

till next time man. i gotta go.

will get some pictures up soon.

hopefully pictures with me smiling.

D=

- cheap and healthier ideas vs expensive dinner

hahahaha!!

yeah man... today is the first day i did my own dinner in KL for 2010.

lol.

I Call IT!

The Ken's Special Meat Lover's Club Sandwich

aka TKSMLCS!!!

TADA!!!

yeah. it may look normal, but tastes awesome!!

How to Do + Ingredients:

+ Gardenia Bread 4 slices (RM0.60) - use whole-meal for a healthier choice!

- Toast Two Slices to a nice brown.

- Spread Vege Oil Margarine.

- leave non-toasted bread unspread is okay.

+ Cucumber (RM0.50)

- Cut to preference

+ Tomato (RM0.50)

- Cut to Preference

+ Cheesedale (RM1.00)

- Put in between non toasted bread.

+ Pineapple Baked Ham (RM4.40)

- Cut into Two Halves

1. First Layer: Toast Bread on the bottom. 1st half of ham and cucumber/tomato

2. Stack non-toasted bread with cheese in between.

3. Third Layer: 2nd half of ham and cucumber/tomato

4. add olive oil and squeeze a little bit of lime/lemon for zest

5. Final Layer: Toasted Bread.

and there you have it!! a nice cheap TKSMLCS for only RM7!!

compare with Monash's Sanfran Club Sandwich which is RM14 plus taxes!!

MINE's WAYYY CHEAPER!

change the cucumber to lettuce if you want and it'll still cost the same!!

technically you don't use all the vege in one sandwich. so it's actually less than RM7

hahaha!

so tell me. what did you have for dinner today?! =D

see ya!!

- the breakdown

OH MY GOSH!! OH MY GOSH!!

lol. go check out the new vid by RWJ called OH MY GOSH!! on YouTube.

so anyways. week two people. and i realize

i have 3 assignments due.

one in each following week. well not really week. more like 7 days, 5 days, 3 days.

hah.

ugh. currently stuck on ideas for my assignments. i don'tch know if i'm on the right track either and the lecturer says i can't ask them to check my draft. WTF!?!

that sucks.

i'm so lazy.

seriously lazy.

was suppose to go to this workshop thingy.

which was compulsory btw.

but i didn't.

cause went for jamming yesterday.

then too tired. slept. then now this.

i'm currently thinking if i shud go buy lunch. or just eat at home.

which are bread. bread. bread.

okay i think i shud go buy lunch.

or at least grab some vege and meat.

hmm... yeah...

so anyways. i dont' know who i'm blogging for now.

i guess for myself. haha.

fuck it.

no wonder blogs are closing one by one.

i guess i'm just keeping this one for self use purposes.

now that i care if anyone gives a feedback or not.

yeah i know.

i am full of words.

no pictures = boring.

what da heck.

blah.

speaking nonsense again

gotta refresh my mind for my assignments.

see ya'll ard.

peace, loves,

bye

- ayam kat KL

hah!

yellow!!

how's life?

ANS ME!!

shit you if u didn't.

hah.

anyways.

monday which was the 1st of march.

was the first day i started my studies on Communications and stuff..

yea. it was nice.

got to know some really cool people.

well... some of which i think i only get to meet once everyweek

but YEAH!! it's gonna b awesome.

ok. i shall write their names here. so i can remember forever.

lol. that's lame.

here goes.

Sam and Arman Iranians, Sabrina and Jowee and Zul locals, Riaayath from Maldives.

ahh. amazing ain't it? lol.

there's more. but malas dah.

heh.

so... i found out that blogging is some sort of journalism... so i guess... i'm the worst blogger/journalist out there.

cause i talk lots of crap and i don't have creative ideas and i only post stuff that i myself understand.

hah!

who gives a shit anyways.

there's only like a handful of people i know who are reading this anyways.

so what the heck.

Next week we're gonna start assignments! hurray?

hell no.

sounds busy the assignments. but we'll see how they go.

i'll be asking people lots and lots of useless nonsense rubbish questions.

hah.!

i guess that'll be fun on my side.

okay! so i hope to have a great week next week.

this week is kinda boring. cause it's all abt intro and stuff...

I WANNA GET A JOB!!! like ASAP!!

and bloody hell

REDFM tak call back i.

RM750 lerh!!!

i got all the songs right summore.

but they called sumone else.

darn it.

else i'd be RM750 richer.

so tell me. what wud u do if u had won RM750?

leave your ideas on the comment section on the side that says "kopitiam-mu"

or something like that.

see ya!

- up and down, up and down

boom boom boom.

that's what i've been hearing for the past few days.

boom boom boom.

lol

Chinese New Year mah...

yeah...

ang pow sikit jer this year.

but heck it.

my ears are hurting as we speak.

= =

ahh... well during CNY we went up go Genting.

took some pics which are on Facebook btw.

here are some.

lol

owh yeah... Vicky was there.

so we actually accompanied her since she was alone and her parents were somewhere in the lotus eater den.

gambar gambar....

yang lain semua kat FB

go tengok urself.

lol.

banyak giler.

skrg recording lagu lagu 2 tu

but everyday wanna record also no mood to sing.

ish.

hope have the mood tmr.

tak nak ckp banyak lagi lah.

tmr's Joanne Chian Chui Yuen's bday.

so... Happy Birthday!!

tak tau u ada baca tak. but whatever lah.

hahaha

ciao ciao

- red fm threesome

lol!

RED FM CALLED! hahaha. so happy.

played my Threesome request.

Bon Jovi - Always

Guns n Roses - Don't Cry

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

see... so sweet.

hahaha

hope u guys tuned in.

so blur when i was thinking of names to mention on radio. hahaha

anyways...

few days back was the 1st time ever i skype at a mamak.

hahaha

and KARYN ONG was lucky number 1

lol!

cause she wanted to hao lian to me her new telepon wo...

cantik wo... chunted touch screen wan wo...

hahaha...

happy her.

den went to sg to send VICTOR!! off to aus.

he nangis till.... haha miss him so much la wey...

den just now la... Nisha from RedFM called me suddenly.

i so blur. dunno what to say sial...

hahaha... plus driving some more. lagi can't concentrate.

but i called out yer names!!! hahahaha. tau tau lah... ade dengar dengar tu tau la...

hahaha...

den kat sayed skype again this time with victor... hahaha

he damn kesian la.

seorang kat situ.

den started havoc at FB. go check out FB den u know d.

hahaha

k la... lazy to type d.

i like status till my hand tired.

THANK YOU REDFM! made my day sial...

didn't expect to be on radio so soon. wahahahaha.

SEE YA'LL!!

BTW! new song up on myspace page.

go listen!!!

lyrics all out d...

tapi mic kat KL

tak dapat record... i will finish it once i dapat mic K???

WAIT FOR IT... WAIT FOR IT...

- sleeping moonlight

Well i heard there was a secret chord

That David played and it pleased the Lord

but you don't really care about music, do you?

well it goes like this;

the fourth, the fifth

the minor falls and the major lifts

The baffled King composing Hallelujah.

- Jeff Buckley

If We could see tomorrow

what are your plans?

No one could live in Sorrow

ask all your friends

Times that you took in stride

They're back in demand

I was the one who's washing

blood of your hands

Don't you cry tonight; I still love you baby; don't you cry tonight

- Guns n' Roses

What about sunrise? What about rain?

what about all the things we were to gain?

what about killing fields?

Is there a time?

what about all the things you said was yours and mine?

Did you ever stop to notice? All the blood we've shed before.

Did you ever stop to notice? This crying Earth it's weeping shores.

- Michael Jackson

It's not easy to write a tune

let alone let you see me fly

It's not easy to touch the moon

let alone let you cry

I try and try even before I die

to place these words that are so hard to find

to let you know how much I care for you

Please do not let it Die

- Dusty Attic

he is dancing in the heavens

- a tribute

- the beginning of a dream

DREAM!!

haha. yeah. we all dream.

but i feel the need to make it come true.

and patience is virtue.

i'm sure everyone's waiting to be rich.

but just waiting will never cut.

i will not wait.

NO. I. WILL. NOT.

currently,

hah

i have big big dreams.

seriously big.

but i'm starting small.

really really small.

i've been waiting for a chance.

a time.

and a bunch of trustworthy friends.

i feel like i've found them.

but it will still require time.

lots of time.

some may already know what i'm talking about

and most will not.

haha.

it's got everything to do with the picture below.

yeah.

have you heard of DUSTY ATTIC?

you may not now.

but, give me 5 years.

i will make sure u will hear about it.

then

u will know it

then

u will admire it

that ludicrous dream that i had since i was 17.

now it's bigger than ever.

i just can't wait till i see it start to grow.

i hope the people i wish to work with

would love to work with me too.

the road ahead will be a rough one.

given it is Malaysia for one

but i will not let this stop me.

it's time to do something.

instead of waiting for the apple to drop from the tree

in this case,

the DURIAN.

HAHAHA!

i believe within negativity

there is always a breakthrough.

you will never know until you risk it and make it.

aargh!! this adrenaline running through me.

i'm just so into it right now.

it's all happening.

i can't believe it is happening.

but IT IS!! =D

Indie DUSTY ATTIC co.

- insomnia people

wassup! wassup! wassup!

NEWS! have u heard of the song

"Pants On The Ground"

haha

it's a new hit! xD

gotta love that guy.

anyways.

i've been doing good for the past few months not being EMO shit.

and i guess i'm doing real fine right now!

haha.

yet,

i don't feel complete.

why?

cause the people around me all seem to be as EMO as always.

sigh...

well u can't save everyone yea?

the only way out of this.

is yourself.

so... go people! hahaha.

R.I.P Sultan of Johor.

you're a great guy but your offsprings are not so good.

lol!!

i hope i don't get caught for this.

but it is true.

freedom of speech people!!

today, miss debby came to play the Wii.

cause she had nothing better to do already

and she was playing facebook and slacking at work all day.

wtf? and complain tired. = =

goin up KL tmr to ask abt my application for transfer.

ish.

troublesome bloody uni.

unreliable admins.

what more cud i say?

today. i learn something new.

or rather rediscovered something new?

how we wish life has a "SAVE" and "LOAD" function.

where one moment where we find out we did something we shudden have done.

we cud just pause, go to "GAME" and click on "LOAD"

then we're back to the save point where we can redo something or choose another path.

wonder life would be like huh?

in a way,

if you thing about it,

life would, just still be life if everyone can do it.

makes no difference.

but if only you are the only one that can.

that would surely make a huge difference.

don't you think?

anyways.

i can't wait for uni to start.

but in the meantime.

i hope i can get into the course in time.

shit.

gotta do something man.

argh. not in the mood for deep thoughts.

just wanna go to bed now and wake up tmr heading to KL for some FUN.

haha.

see ya'll around.

January's coming to an END so fucking fast.

one moment ago

it felt like we were just counting down to 2010

and now it's already going to February 2010.

one month gone just like that and 11 more to do.

hah.

irony.

i'll post more pics up.

when i have the time and mood!

- said it was an afternoon

year twenty ten.

rough start?

yea...

big time.

wonder what's gotten into people huh...

some chooses to ignore you out of a sudden.

some pushes the blame on you for convenience.

some stood you up.

and some just plain being an asshole.

well

what could i say?

a rough start is a good start for a smooth sail ahead?

definitely hope so.

the bloody world is still spinning even if you're sobbing and dreading.

so what gives?

i say. wake up the next day

forget about yesterday

and give someone a break.

the world would stop hating each other.

when we accept the differences we have

and see them as something to learn or adapt.

after all

the only easy day, was yesterday.

i sit alone yet i feel like i'm not alone anymore.

if you really take a look around you.

everyone is a friend.

the only missing link is the engagement.

the engagement of speech.

a simple hello could start a conversation.

given that you are not an anti-social prick.

am i wrong?

random stuff:

my left eye's been twitching non stop for 3 days now.

not superstitious.

but i feel something bad is gonna happen or already happening.

ah.

anyways.

whatever.

like i said.

rough start = good start

hahaha.

optimistic aren't i.

yet i'm actually a pessimist.

hmm... parking ticket's gonna get expensive.

i guess i betta go now.

bloody CS.

money sucking machine.

but not after 6pm till 4am.

yeah.

shud have came at 6 instead.

haha

what the heck.

see ya'll!

- JA-NUA-RY

yo!

NEW YEAR!

i know i know. it's already the 2nd day!

hahaha.

fast huh!?

damn. i can't sleep.

lots of stuff going thru my head.

mostly guitar leads...

damn!!

i hope the instrumental demo would be out soon for u guys to listen!

haha.

anyways.

i'll be updating soon!

so...

see ya'll!

shitty friends aside,

life's better already!