- screwed

yeap.

i'm totally screwed.
for Chemistry test.
5% flushed off
darn.
came home. died on bed. thought to rest for like abt 2hrs.
in the end i laid and died on the bed for abt 3hrs.
woke back up at 11.30
with a freaking FEVER =. =
wanted to study for Chem. but died back on bed in the end.
thought i cud wake up at 5 or 6 to study.
thought that fever wud be better then.
but no...

alarm rang till 7 and i wake up then.
but fever still not cured.
crap.
but i can't miss the test.
so went to school.
reached school.
freaking cold test room.
can't think. made lots of mistakes in calculations i think.
and now. i'm here brooding and sobbing abt it... =/
with headaches and tired eyes.
i think i shall sleep here...
sighs...
how sucky can life freaking get man?

i wanna go home now... but can't.
=/
english assignment evaluation later.
can't let my partner die koz i'm not there.
and i hold almost all the information.
aarrgghhh...
AAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!
*died*

- one month

bonjour

si si,
today... will be the day.... you'll all remember....
the day...
where I...
*falls off the ledge*
hahahaha
man Captain Jack Sparrow rawks!!! hahahaha.
Pirates of the Caribbean of course.
i am the pirate of the coffeebean. hahahaha.
been living off coffee man.
die.
already stop but then now come back x.x

okay! guess what! today's already 28th of JULY!
one (more) month
haha. la la la. dun tell you why... xD
lame.

miss you to the core
jya na!

- you never gave a damn since

Clouds are marching along,
singing a song, just like they do.

If the clouds were singing a song,
I'd sing along, wouldn't you too?

If you just knew, what they could do.
Oh, if you just knew, what would they do?
And if the birds are just hollow words,
flying along, singing a song.
What would they do, if they just knew,
what they could do.
Oh, if they just knew.

I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
No, it never gave a damn about me.

I know it's mad, but if i go to hell,
will you come with me,or just leave?
I know it's mad, but if the world were ending,
would you kiss me, or just leave me?
Just leave me.

Clouds are singing a song,
marching along, just like they do.
If the clouds were playing a song,
I'd play along, wouldn't you too?
If you just knew what they could do.
Oh if you just knew, what would they do?

And if words are just hollow birds,
flying along, singing a song.
What would they do, if they just knew,
what we could do, oh, if they just knew.

I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
No, it never gave a damn about me.

I know it's mad, but if i go to hell,
will you come with me,or just leave?
I know it's mad, but if the world were ending,
would you kiss me, or just leave me?
Just leave me.

I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
I know it's sad that I never gave a damn about the weather,
and it never gave a damn about me.
No, it never gave a damn about me.

- Do You Know What I'm Seeing by PANIC! At The Disco

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it's a Sunday peeps!
wahahaha.

not.
lol.
do not go emo on the blaady blog again

shut up man.

okay. so i'm suppose to do this CS Homework.
BUT!
she didn't say how many pages does she wants the brochure to be.
so I just do one page.

hope tmr dun get bang. =. =
our computer science teacher abit emo. keep banging us. and then last week koz only one person pass the test. she banged the whole class make us feel extremely guilty. sighs
then again. haha. that's what i did ba.

Tomorrow's Physics extended to 2 periods! haha. kinda feel happy bout it. dunno why.
maybe koz it's really PHUN. lol. okay okay
ass. what the hell are you thinking? you not enuf rest d still happy about extended class.
but physics feels damn fast man. it's like a 1hr class but feels like 20mins only.
tmr got 2hrs! lol. den 2hrs of CS. X.X
FUCK! NO!!!

OEI no vulgarities in my blog man!

Who cares

ass

there, you just said one yourself

that is minor man. the EFF word is major.

right....
forget it.
you're making me look like i'm fighting against myself.

frankly speaking, you are.

shut up.

man... you see what boredness can do to a human?
haha.

yeah man.

but well... the blog is my place to relief myself from boredom.

hmm...
the song above, kinda suits life sometimes.

lol

or maybe my life.

it's sorta screwed up.
but then again. even if shit happens we still have to live on.
bla bla bla
you got a problem?
not really
then...
just that i'm bored of ur brooding and stuff. makes me look bad.
what?
nth. forget it.
dood. just leave me alone when i blog man.
sheesh man.
anyways. tmr start got lotsa stuff to do edi.
GO ME!
go you... banzai... =. =
shut up ass. =. =
you'll always be a part of me... i'm part of you indefinetly...
how much i wish you're not. =. =
bwahahahahahahahaha
get lost.
*ahem*
darn. why am i like fighting with myself man. =. =
i'm seriously bored.

blah anyways. here are some nice kiut pics! haha.

ALL DOGS GO TO HEAVEN!

MEET AMBER! haha. kiut rite?? xD

And THEN! heeeeerrreeeees..... STUFFY!

MAAAN! Makes me wanna have dogs of my own. but I can't. sighs.

ending the blog soon peeps.

hmm... hope tmr ain't as bad as this week.

NEW WEEK!

New Hope?

lol.

even we don't talk now,

you are still a part of me everyday.

because you keep showing up in my dreams...

when i try my best to work your way.

but i guess it was my fault

to have walked with you

i won't allow a bastard to make you sad again

but till the time comes

i want you to know

i miss you eveyday every night.

there's just so much to say.

but not all can be told.

you have to find out yourself. or another

sore jya,

byebye...

- break

yo.
hah.
crap.
MSN is becoming like crap nowadays.
can't log in. =. =
or takes forever to log in.
why? don't know.
sucks.

man. nail almost broke again today.
like used the harderner on it now,
but then feels like it's going to peel off.
it's like fragile there man.
maybe after the harderner drops i go fix it a lil.
for now.
hope it doesn't break.

listening to music...
change my guitar strings just now.
i think bad luck for me today.
2 strings broke.
lucky i bought spare.
actually it's for my elec guitar.
but then...
nvm. i replaced the broken ones.
wasted money.
now that pack is my backup pack.
in case if any stings break in the future.
but i seldom almost never play till string break b4.
lol.
feel abit wasted when the strings broke. ouch.
it scrapped my hands (DUH!!)
but not that painful la.

lazy to post pics now.
just feel like typing abit.
talk to u readers.
haha.
sighs.
anyways.
live on people.
catch ya'll again later.

jya.

- something's wrong

lol.
yeash.
something is totally wrong. (sum ting wong!!!)
=. =
blogger at FireFox ain't letting me post for the past few days.
so now here i am on IE posting.
lol.

hmm okay. lets see.
Monday!
nothing much happen. other than i'm knocking myself in the head
koz of practical test tmr.

Tuesday!
practical test.
bodoh. forgot to write Chemical Equation. lost 1 mark.
Rushed Calculations, forgot to divide mass of sample. =. = loss another freaking mark.
ans not complete. lost 3 marks there.
all together i got 15/20
MATI!
=. = MATI!!!
it's = 3% of my finals. but if i never so careless, i'd get the full 5%.
sighs. koz of what? stupidity and crap.
darn it.

Wednesday. woohoo!
kinda forgot... hmm... lets see... what happened today a?
really forgot la. sheesh. skeeeep.
something get worse today.

Thusday.
YEAH MAN! FREAKING COMPUTER SCIENCE TEST TMR! WTH!!!
PHYSICS! practical today! wahahahaha. fun. get to play with lots of stuff.
PHYSICS IS PHUN! hahahaa lame la Miss Wong. =. =
something gotten extremely worse on this day.
Mugging for CS.
xD my physics teacher shud sigh less.
wahahaha. she sighs too much.
kesian her.
but she's PHUN to study with man. lol.
so anyways. today brighten up abit by her.

FRIDAY! woohoo today.
CS TEST WAS FABULOUS!! NOT! =. = again. careless mistakes and wrong definitions.
crap. got 34.5/40
but it's actually good. just that I can't accept the fact that I forgot all the simple things. =. =
so... it's 4/5% i think for the finals. not that bad.
today my school like become Secondary school again. so many Sec School visitors.
I tot i walked into the wrong school today. LOL! actually me and my friends all did. wahahaha.
then again. wahahhahaha. sien diao got test next week also. and NEXT NEXT WEEK =. = the hell man
why my school teachers so chun wan a? all line up the test nice nice week after week.
sheesh. they pakat wan izzit?
anyways wish me luckz peeps.
my finals sama date with SPM somemore =. =
feels like taking SPM again. lol

hmm... actually i remember i got lots of happenings to tell wan lerh. but can't remember ATM la...
so... haha.
hmm i guess i'll just blog what i remember la.
no use trying to remember. koz i'll fall asleep in the end. wahahahaha

gotta Thank Darren Tan and Karyn Ong's blog. lol
everytime i read their posts. will smile or even laugh. hahaha. esp Darren's. doods you gotta check out his blog la. rawks man. and Karyn's wan is when she high and enthu abt the day.
hahahaha.
ironically... but what can i say? it just so happens? coincidence? i don't really believe in it. but then again...
sighs. actually... things really ain't gettin better. even if i try. it's sorta going no where. because i'm the only one that's working on it.
lol.
but why must the heavens still bind me with such torment.
Whatever.... hahahaha.
okay...
thanks guys. best buds man you. miss em. esp Kiwi boy.
haha.
hmm...

i... chao for nowz.
next post will up some pics la. haha. hopefully xD

Jya Na!

- free thinking

even if the morrow is barren of promises
nothing shall forestall my return
i am the discarded, the amnesia
your betrayal lead me to my past once more

i am of the one who sacrificed
yet only you see one
fate leaves us no choice but to wish upon the stars
and surround us in embers of memories
reminding me

even if the morrow is of silent
and the day where only we shall speak in dreams
i only wish my eternal slumber
i offer thee, this silent guard
for...

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yo.
haha. bored man.
nothing to do.
school tmr.
test this week and next week and also maybe next next week. and maybe every week also got one. =. =
lame man. but the marks count. so have to prepare no matter what.

sheesh. i'm a busy man.
lol.
yeap. next project may be my last scout project for the year.
a major event that drew attention to my unit.
a campfire event like no other in JB.
it's a special one day only event.
haha.

suppose to be studying now. but got bored and tired of it.
i have never studied in my life more that 3hrs a day.
yesterday,
i just did. more that 3 hrs.
WoW!!
haha.
today. also!
laaaame...

sheesh. i'm here free writing again koz i'm thinking abt stuff
it's been like... 5/6 months now?
lol. i'm sick of hearing people saying a particular phrase.
i'm tired of people who just doesn't give a fight back.
and of course. i'm sick and tired of listening to backstabbers talking to me.
especially when they act all innocent and all.
it's freaking F**Ked UP man...
and FYI
i know alot of things even if you don't tell me.
so there's no need to hide. i will know eventually.
and just because i respect some policies, i don't face it out like an IDIOT.
wanna know the definition of IDIOT?
Illogically Dense Interpretation Of Truth.
yes. that's it.
i made it up.
so what?

eeeee.
stop.
lol.
see people. this is what happens when i let my mind free thinking and writing.
it craps things out.
and yeas. i don't delete things that i free write.
because it's how i remember my things.
so screw you.

apologies for bad manners.
wahahahahahaha.
i don't give a s*** actually.
but all goes to say.

blah lazy to continue already.
frankly speaking.
alot of things never made it to be posted here.
you don't know how many drafts i have, had, and coming up.
haha.

anyways.

JYA NA!

- the season

yo.

haha. PICTURES! of... the SEASON!
lol.
YES it's the Season of my FAVourite Fruit. THE DURIAN!
wahahahah.
and DARREN! i know you love em so much i took these pics specially for you. xD
wahahahahahah.

Still In THE BOX!
then.........
my itchy hands....
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JUST HAD TO TAKE ONE UP FOR YOU TO SEE!! wahahahah.


Then of course, OPEN EM!!
look at the succulent meat!
GOTTA LOVE IT MAN! MMMM...mmm....
*the fragrance*
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*SOUNDS OF PLEASURE*

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*BEEEEEEP*


Then of course i tak boleh take it anymore. had to eat em up.
and nah!!! seeds and shells only. hahahahaha
NICE MAN!
SHIOK!

wahahaha. okay that's like for yesterday la.
so, TODAY!
WOOHOO!!! only 2hrs class. koz maths teacher SICKO!
wahahahha.
went to catch The Dark Knight with Colin and gang.
lalalalala.
MOVIE RAWKS MAN!
GO WATCH IT.
FREAKING MAKE U SIT AT THE EDGE OF YOUR SIT!
EFFECTS, STORYLINE, EVERYTHING IS NICE.
I LOVE THE SUIT.
THE TEKNOLOGI.
THE CARS! (OMGWTFBBQ)
and so on.
hahahaha.
okay... too much enthusiasm.

so today in school. i'm also so damn bored. that i took some nice picture to share which will be at the end of this blog.
for now, haha. feast your eyes on......!!!!

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CLOUD'S SILHOUETTE!
wahahah. man. you know how hard to find him not?
DAMN HARD LO!
keep go kill monsters.
find Tifa
EMO...
drag... drag... drag...
his blaady big buster sword.
act EMO again
den call him dun wan answer phone
leave message no reply.
NABEH!

this one with his buster sword
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before he left. just RIGGGHT before he left.
manage to take one last shot. wahahaha.
[okay fine... it's actually me]

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHHA....

LOL today super lot of pictures.
okay now last one for your guys to rest you eyes.
kinda sien. den took this pic. felt nice. and got natural lighting.

jiang jiang!!!!

hahahaha. okay man.
i gotta go for now.
STUDY!!!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
blaady tests. 2 weeks in a rowz. =. =

i miss you

jya na!

- recently

yo.

waddap peeps?
hmm... seems like everyone is busy now.
friends are studying non stop.
Teh, Diong, Nick, Tyrone, Darren.
man. long time no hang out with them already.

well made some new friends in college.
they are nice to hang out with.
but not as cool as Akatsuki.
lol.
yeah.
blah. been busy as hell too.
non stop work and assignments and test coming up.
lots of stuff to cover and read.
sorta gotta re-study my form 5 materials.
but my stuff are with kimmy now... hmmm...
go study with her then? since she needs them too for her SPM.
[my finals also same date with SPM =. =]
lol.
l.o.l.

sighs anyways. kinda going to fall sick soon man.
not enuf sleep. i'm getting less than 8hrs daily. =. =
i need 12hrs.
i sometimes curi curi sleep in class.
lucky no kena caught.
haha.

life's so different now.
it's just different
as simple and normal as it may seem.
but it feels totally new to me.
i miss my buds.
can't hang out with them regularly now.
they are all scattered north south east west.
only can magnet them back like during breaks and hols.

man... feeling sick already.
actually feeling weak.
not exactly sick.
but weak will lead to sick.
somehow.

haha. blog like so moody now rite?
koz all the happenings recently
seriously pulling me down.
i'm so random in college.
for a second i'm high.
the next i'm low.
i'm usually high at night.
but now. it seems like i can't high anymore unless got trigger.
all i can say now is i'm low low low low low low low low....
lol.
lame. i know...
rhymes!
haha.

no plans.
need to study now.
anyone wanna hang out?
new friends are too "goody goody" edi.
or maybe just not to the stage where we'll go hang out yet.
so...
plans anyone? haha.

leave it here now la.
later bore u readers to death.
life for me now is just on the normal... no climax, no downfall yet.
haha.
YET.

even if the morrow is barren of promises, nothing shall forestall my return
i will be there for you always...

- is there

yo.

lol.
came back from junior's campfire.
sorta, can't sleep. not because that i'm high.
but because i'm kinda confused or rather, dumb?
haha.
no idea actually.
voices are going thru my head at the moment.
some say i'm wrong some say i'm right.

okay.
to begin with.
it's my junior's campfire night for their school.
i'm actually their assistant leader. (Penolong Pemimpin)
[not really suppose to interfere but...]
sorta hold a big responsibility to their actions and the impact it will occur towards their future advancements.
i'm not very much older than them, maybe just 1 or 2 years. max 3. (for the ones that are running the camp and also helping)
so at the last hour. (when things seriously aren't going the right way [in my opinion])
somethings just urges me to go help them out. and i did.
at the end. everyone had a chance to actually join into the campfire. bla bla bla
not important actually.

but. after that, i received complains and gossips about me
helping in the campfire.
[frankly speaking, okay maybe i'm in the wrong for actually helping out in the campfire because initially, i'm not suppose to even be there to help out in anything but to observe] - (my sincerest apologies)
but what the hell is it with the "bringing up old stories" gossip and complains?
if i am there to point out your mistakes, means i have done that mistake myself and i know that i must let you know too in order to not let you make the same mistake as i did.
why people can't just freaking effin let the "old stories" abt me go?
I DID THE MISTAKE BEFORE, AND I'VE IMPROVED ON THAT and EVEN EFFIN ACCEPTED IT AS A FACT!
why can't they just understand?
even more, i don't want to actually go to the "old story"
there's so much untrue facts that i actually just accepted it in order for the matter to be solved asap once and for all. but i get the freaking dog bite in the end.
bla bla bla

am i just dealing with immature kids? or am i actually at fault?
i'm just plain controdicting with myself right now.
it's not a matter to bother about.
but why it bothers so much.
because people there. are my friends. i'm having friendships at stakes.
i drop the matter and let them get angry at me whatever.
but why must it always occur?
i'm just starting to think. maybe, they are not really friends, but just activity partners, people who just join in with me to share the glory and fame. leeching under me.
bla bla bla.
it's effing up la.
eff this post man.

just whatever already larh!
settle this once and for all myself.
i don't care abt friends or not already.
you guys are just forcing me to do it. i give you my excuse, you bite me with it.
fine.
no more.
i'm taking care of the whole troop. i concider every single participants.
i don't have to "just because of u" i screw everything up.
you are not indipensable to me.
if all of you wanna continue on with your pride, and
your faces.
go ahead. be my guest.
i don't need people who can't think maturely and understand the situation.
go on with your "old stories"
go on with your complains and gossips.
people have different ways of doing things.
if mine doesn't suit you. deal with it.
i can't suit every one's style.
i can only be general.
i go according to the crowd and choose the best options.
screw you people.

blah, freaking stop here la.
no use venting anymore.
keep inside. and flush out tmr morning.
kids, are always kids.
let them learn their own lessons themselves.

who am i suppose to talk to now,
when the only one i have,
is no longer around.

- you will

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

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you'll always be a part of me, I'm part of you indefinitely.

i am a threat to someone, aren't i?
:]

- think think think

ssup.
2nd day of school man. lol
tmr's holiday.
wahahaha. nice

anyways. someone surprised me today.
erm... a friend from NS you can say.
we went to the same church during camp.
but from different camp la.
SURPRISED that she recognize me. because I'm always late for the Youth Fellowship thingy.
koz of the bus.
only been to it a few times.
learnt alot of stuff from them.
and seriously ALOT.
lol
actually... it was only going to church during camp... the only way i cud forget that i'm even in camp.
and erm... yeah... lets just leave this part here.
den always just go for prayer and preaching and the other stuff that you do in church.
den go back to camp edi.
lol

hmm...
so her name's Adeline, taking AUSMAT in Sunway.
haha. "lucky" she dunno my name, just remember me.
so i oso x paiseh ask for her name
=X
chatted for awhile. talked abt school.
she was using english and all.
den yeah like half way. i said "you can actually use chinese to converse with me" in chinese.
den TADA!!! that SHOCK on PEOPLE'S FACE I LOVE TO SEE WHEN I ANNOUNCE THAT I CAN SPEAK CHINESE!! hahaha. =. = (I'm Not Banana Okay...)
yeas... i'm always doing that to pple who just know me. haha.
it's fun!
i dun look like cina (but actually look like lah...), dun look like ABC.
so IT'S ALWAYS FUN! =X
hehehehe.
so yeah... den traded experiences and stories from camp.
haha.
which she reminded me alot of stuff from camp.
yeah... it isn't that fun at all. but the Fun moments came back.
kinda miss my friends there la.
just the friends. not the place. seriously, i dun wanna go back there.
bla bla bla...
den i needed to go class. so said chao. she went home too.
haha.

MATHS class! lol. not WHAT I EXPECTED!
it's sounds like it's going to be alot of FUN!
and as usual during English lesson today. I MADE IT FUN!
(jadi timer... saying "time's up" for the " 1 minute to introduce youself " activity)
hahaha. I always make english lessons fun.
remember with Miss Azean... during sec school. lol. that was classic man.
hahaha.
and MATHS class! lol.
thank you Ashwin for promoting me to class monitor =. =
ANYWAYS! the teacher is kinda fun.
dunno what will happen in class.
and guess what! Adrian's in the same class as me! hahaha.
okay....

like that lo. TMR HOLIDAY! so can take some time to blog! wahahahaha.
hahaha....a....a........
rite... *deep breath*
lol. erm. not exactly why i blogging now.
but i guess the mood of what i actually wanted to blog abt is fading away ba...

or i'm just pretending again...
actually i heard a "news" today.
which was too late.
lol. yeah... "news" always get to me too late.
i'm always "too late"
lol... mood sdd like coming back now.
well anyways. not really.
just don't know why. and actually dunno if it's even true.
don't know that if it's even a... solid evidence?
but after i heard it. i felt...
and yeah. holding it back again as usual.
but still, it came to me too late.
i dunno if i shud believe it? because i didn't see it for myself.
i really don't know...
confused again...
shudden be.
whatever.
i will work with what i have now. and not even give a damn what's going to be in the end
not going to care what was before, what is now, and what will be later.
all i can say now, is
whatever.

i came here to make you dance tonight...
i don't care about my guilty pleasure for you...

gotta go for now.
jya
maatta neh

- Live Earth

LIVE EARTH PEOPLE!

lol.
i think some or many forgotten that last year today. which was
07/07/07
was LIVE EARTH day.
which is world environmental day!

hmm...
humans been killing mother nature for centuries...
it's time we save her.
we have to. after all, we live here.
we have the bloody responsibility to take care of where we live in.
WE!!!
imagine, one day, beautiful earth is no more.
isn't that a sad thing?
of all the other planets.
only Earth is the most beautiful and colourful.
the other planets are just nothing but sand and dust.
no other colour but yellow, gray, red, brown, and all the sad colours.

what can we start doing to save our beloved earth?
well people. you can start by using less of that little Ice Box of yours.
aka Air-Conditioner.
yup. you feel nice and comfortable for like 1 day. but actually you are just making yourself suffer for another 10 years to come.
imagine the bills. imagine the gas released into the air. imagine... the oxygen... gone...
imagine the sickness... imagine the disease...
also the mass pollution that is occurring and all.
we have to stop all our selfish acts.
everyone of us have a part to play.
even tho you're just a student.
even tho you're not a scientist.
if we have to wait for others to save our own living.
you'd rather die now.
you'd rather kill yourself.
den again suicide is not good.
so go bang wall.
wahahahahahaha.

k la. just wanna note down for today.
dun wanna get to political.
i'm sure everyone know's what to do to keep earth from the face of destruction.
just that most of us don't bother.
don't care.
and in the end.
suffer what we've done to ourselves.

well for the note:
- use less plastic bags. or better. dun use at all!
- dun waste electricity!! off plug, off fan, off lights. off-kan semua when u dun really need them
- dun drive so much. cycle! CYCLING IS BEST! YES!
- don't la use air-cond so much. if can. dun use at all!
- REUSE REDUCE RECYCLE! (eh, not everybody in the world heard of this somemore =. = how can??)

gotta study now!
test next week! WTH?!
lol
wish me luck peeps.
maatta neh.

yo.

kinda wasted recently.
found out my classes start at 10.30 latest. and ends everyday at 5.30
ending at 5.30pm means I CAN'T WATCH ELLEN! =. =
and if dapat, 9.30 i get to watch Ellen the next day.
but can't finish watching. because i have to go to school at 10 for the 10.30 class.
so all i'm left with is the one that repeats really really early in the morning which is i am not sure what time. *sighs*

what a big sacrifice.
and i'll most probably be wiped out tired.
hell i'm even having trouble driving home when it ends that late everyday.
how am i going to cycle there now man... =/
gotta think of a way.
still need to save petrol. and need to exercise. lol.
blah!
sien man...
rawr.
i gotta rearrange everything now.
like time table of my own
and schedules.
and even sacrifice lots of time for lots of stuff.
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...

eto...
sdd. no mood to continue edi.
next time then.

jya na

- to you

hello, haha
erm. it's to you.
you'll know who you are.
well if you're reading this la.
don't know even if u ever read. haha.

remember the time we said.

that we wudden let it happen?

-----

guess what? i guess it just happened.

told you i've seen the pattern of my life.

yeah I remember You said i shud be more positive about it.

not to let it happen.

you promised that we won't let it happen.

the pattern of if you and I are too good to be true,

we will one day break into two.

well i said it'd take only a year. haha and guess what. after A year it is.

we really are now in that state i told you we will be in.

i guess it's just god playing ard with life?

or he has a purpose for doing so.

I don't know.

haha.

so yeah, well whether you remember or not. idk how to tell this to you

don't know if you'd be cool about it.

but. i guess...

it's going to take as long as it's going to take then?

neh, baka-chan?

well even tho i already know it's going to happen.

it still sucks to feel it everytime.

yeah yeah... be positive again... this and that.

*sighs*

-----

well, if it's true

and the chance comes

hope...

till then.

jya na, baka-chan. ato wa, sayonara?

- drag

NEW MONTH!
lol. yeap. it's July already.
WOW
felt like it was just March yesterday. Why March? because it was the day i ORD. wahahaha.
okay, lame.
but seriously, Fast!
Time Flies!
lol.

hmm...
well I've started school.
tmr (Friday) got this stupid english test. =. =
start school not long den test. WTH?
okay, but I think it's just an evaluation test. so... hmm... and some more it's English.
NO PROBLEMO! bwahahahaha.

so... what's up with me recently,

how's life?

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The usual.

haha. yeah.

hmm. actually, come to think of it.

i think life is just starting. lol.

been in hibernation for so long. now it's time to *holy* SHINE *holy*

hahaha. okay, not really hibernation also la.

i'm basically doing scouts stuff. bla bla bla.

resolving stuff.

preparing for performances - guitar.

den...

hang outs...

hmm... like that lo.

now i'm summoned to study,

me and darren actually planned to launch the Akatsuki Lounge.

which is our lounge.

consisting of members of 6 of us.

the gang,

me

darren

teh

diong

tyrone

nick

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.

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why akatsuki? because... not naruto. but the name itself reflects us.

hmm.

yeah.

i guess so.

lol.

actually i blogging today because i too long no blog edi la.

and felt like i abandon this place.

but i didn't!! koz lots happen... and lots to do...

and den english also become like chaplang.

actually i purposely use chaplang english today.

koz i'm random now. wahahahahahah. yeah man... random. lol!

hmm...

wann THANK people who constantly visit my Kopitiam - the nominees are...

Adrian Tan - Johor Bahru

Darren Tan - New Zealand

Diong - Johor Bahru

Karyn Ong - Johor Bahru

Nicholas Cheah - Singapore

Rachel Chua - Johor Bahru

lol. haha. okay. because families not allowed to participates. so sorry to cousins. lol.

the rest who tagged b4. some how get lost sometimes. so haha. BUU BUU...

kenneth, that's lame =. =

yes i know it's lame

*smack*

ouch.

get yourself together man. idiot.

shut up man.

okay. so.

that's done. hmm

kinda mees (miss) alot of peeps.

some lost contact.

some hiding.

some dunno why. haha.

and some fly dunno go where =. =

wan meet oso hard...

namingly

DARREN TAN! =. = go until new zealand. (KNNBCCBWTFHBBQCHICKENEVMU)

Kim

Marcus (dood's going to Romania soon, but say wan come JB but no come =. =)

NS bunch of crazy idiots (dun ask why)

Diong

Teh Kai Hong (who seems to be only free to play basketball)

Tyrone

Kui Ying (work work work =. =)

erm... i think that's abt all?

those who x ada dalam list itu.

dun perasan =. =

haha.

erm... yeah. like that lo.

*sighs*

can u guys like find a day in your busy life to just hang out?

lol.

i suggest. you reject, say busy la... this la... that la...

so you ask la.

lol.

Hmm... aiyoh. dunno what to blog abt la.

just damn sien now.

all busy this and that.

chat online oso sien edi.

it's actually quite boring to chat online when you're lazy.

koz you already lazy to type

somemore wanna read and think what to type

and move your fingers to type...

=. =

yes like he said, he's random today. so bare with it.

and before he signs out. i wanna voice my opinions on the shitty people these days.

EMO - is just a reason for boys to act like girls. that is a fact.

hell if u think your life is in a mess. what about other people around the world that don't have food and drink and a home to live in?

you have a father and a mother and you complain.

you hate them because they give you hell.

you hate people because the give you hell?

then you are a total immature bastard that don't deserve to be called human.

grow up.

think of people around the world.

your parents give you hell. can't you just find a way to ignore them?

and at the same time learn to not be like them?

you siblings give you hell,

HELL! everybody's does. and it's normal. but if you know how to MAINTAIN COMPOSURE.

grats.

you don't. LEARN!

use this shitty hell you're in to learn how to be a better person. it's why god put u there.

to let you nurture and mold yourself into a better person.

it'll be a waste that you don't take this opportunity.

yes some people may live a perfect life. that's just luck. not everybody is as lucky as shit.

so deal with it. morons.

stop sobbing and complaining all the freaking time man.

it's irritating. SHIT HEADS!

and if you don't respect others, others won't respect you.

and for you to respect others, you have to freakingly RESPECT YOUR FREAKING SELF!

else who the hell would want to respect a person who doesn't respect himself?

idiots.

if EMO ever becomes your lifestyle. you're doomed.

people with an EMO life bf/gf is sad. i don't understand. but it's just plain immature.

lol

trust me it never works out.

yes. it never.

deal with the fact.

so before you ever want to love some one. please freakingly love your freaking self.

no use crying over spilled milk.

clean it up.

pack it up.

and work your way back up.

this idiot here been helping people.

but i keep telling him if those people don't wanna help theselves,

no matter how much he tries, it'll never work.

yet he still wants to believe in that miracle shit.

are you done using me to talk ur crap?

shut up man. i'm not done.

owh yeah. okay. if you're going to want to point this to some one. u cud just tell them in the face

i want to. but you never let me.

because what you say to them never actually helps either.

let me finish my crap. den you can go crap yours.

owh wait.

i'm done actually.

you are just too good to be true like those who told you.

but you have to have your limits idiot.

i know my freaking limits. so stop now.

fine, i've stopped

good.

so anyways. haha.

gonna chao.

jya na.