- it's not what you think, it's just infatuation

your actions show that you are just afraid,
your so called friends, teased you with words,
when you where at the edge of falling,
you don't want to feel left out, you choose the easy way out.
you let in a person, who you barely know. yet you think you are in love.


you left the past one alone, suffering from what you have earned.
it's easy for you to go along with another,
because you are just like all the other,
immature, childish and running away for some cover.
you would rather be a flirt, than to commit to something
where you think you might get hurt.


is it really love? or are you just infatuated.
by another who hasn't gave you hurt?
you are locked in the illusions, of thinking that someone else,
is the one you are in love,
when the real true love, was the one you left
undertaking all that hurt.


think of what you have really done,
before a new page has begun.
think of what you have really felt,
before more pain, you will be dealt.
to solve a relationship, is not by ending it and looking for another.
but to find closure for both, and still love one another.

=] i hope this will bring many people some closure,
and to work out your problems,
instead of sentencing it,

as a dead end.

i guess sometimes, you just have to wait for the storm to be over.
before you can see true light upon the skies.
i wish you only the best. if you think that it's right.

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SHIT! didn't see no HOT chicks at all in this new intakes.
Aaaarrggh... boring sem again i guess...
hahaha.
just kidding.
i'm ending my semester and graduating soon!! wahahahahaha. awesome!
malas to blog right now.
so... LATERZ peeps!

[BACK!]
lol...
okay... now i'm free. not.
anyways.
i feel awful for me, myself, and my friends.
haha.
ok well it's just me and colin.
freaking lame shit.


i hate those buzzers
they buzz too much. can't they just live their own lives?
can't they just buzz off?
they make other pple's life miserable without thinking of the 2nd party...


if you don't know what is really going on, please don't infatuate your friends.
please do think abt the other party.
please, grow up.


anyways... there's a whole line up of topic tests and quiz coming up!
and Freshie Night don't seem to hold any hopes.
lol.


okay. i'm back to my malas mood now. if anything, i'll come back. haha. ciao!

infatuations don't last... google it! haha. i'm sure u can find what it means.