- was i born to be a screw up?

lol.
i screwed up 50% of my performance.
i felt so shitty but slightly better when pple come to me and said it was nice.
but i didn't feel it was nice at all.

colin knows,
i know,
some other pple know too.

cause i cud have done so much better.
but i don't need to explain why i screwed up.
cause it ain't explainable...
there's just no excuse.

i'm tired,
i wanna sleep now,
oyasumi.