Sunday, September 27, 2009

- living in a lie

hey peeps.


woke up early.
like damn early.

don't feel like sharing that part of the story.
lol


but,
why am i living a lie?



a lie i created for myself so that i don't feel bad and sorry for my own sorry ass


i've seen enough faces to be able to tell lies from just the body posture and face impressions.


yet i can't tell myself to stop living a lie.
why is that impact so hard?


the first one took me countless years to let go.
how long will this one take?


can someone give me a smack in the head
and correct me to stop lying my way through life?
i can't help but to just play along this game.




i'm tired of playing.
yet the only way i can get through the day
is to just continue playing.
till the game
decides to crash and end itself.



what an idiot.

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