- the horror

hello and good evening.
yes evening because I'm doing this in the evening.

what a wonderful pleasant day it is today. the morning was HOT. the birds we're HIDING. the net was SLOW. and the YouTube Crashed. =. =
yes. you heard me, the YouTube Crashed. Just like everyone here, the YouTube Crashed on me. Just this morning. It was still running Perfectly 24hrs ago. but at 1200hrs zulu today, it had to CRASH. how sweet.

Message of Death:

Yeap... it sucks. I've been living side by side YouTube this whole week. What am I going to do now w/o it? =. = i'm so going to get bored to death now. Not that I don't have any other things to do. Have lots of em the coming week. but, why must you crash now? It's not the No YouTube thing that I can't live with. it's the I Can't Live With an Error Existing in my COMPUTER! lol. yeah. i know, lame. but it's a fact. deal with it. man...

I read from some site saying that this thingy isn't really the computer but actually YouTube themselves. something wrong with their server thingy. don't really know. JUST GET IT FIXED PLEASE?!?! I know a handful of people who got this same Error as me. now I Fully Know how it FEELS. ARGH! the only way now is to post the Tube somewhere to watch it third-party-ly (I Made this word up). SIGH!

Okay, what could be worse right? haha. well let me tell you. Hot day, with a Hot Blister. well I kinda asked for the Blister me-self. haha. Played guitar from 9 all the way non stop till like 1pm? den went to dapao lunch. den continue playing. actually got it when I was packing lunch. but continued anyways. Because I somehow got addicted to playing the song I am playing. haha. and also because YouTube was down. I had the Guitar-Rage mode on. Today pretty much is like a bad luck day for me. in a way, Karma? idk... maybe... wonder what i done wrong this time. hmm...

Well, lets see... I got a little flash back and forth while playing the song I was playing on the guitar today. and it sorta made me thought to myself what an Idiot i was before and the people around me. lol. and what i've wasted and missed and lost through out the Months at the beginning of the year. Well, I guess the thing I always say is really just what's happening. "The only thing constant in this world is, Change." Ever thought of how you are going to react towards sudden changes? or like how to adapt to it? I guess not everybody does. mostly, we'll take it as it comes or in time. Some of us would most probably get freaked out and dwell on it. and Some won't give a single bit of awareness about it. Well, whatever the one out of Thousands of cases and reactions to Change you are having, I say, there's one thing we must not forget, and that is our Principle. Guard that Principle. If you have foreseen it then be prepared, also warn the people around you about it. Don't just save yourselves. Take notice of others around you. and If you can, Try to not let it change if it's Changing towards the bad side. Well, these only applies towards simple cases I guess. Those that are more obvious and logical to overcome. As for the more complicated ones, e.g personal problems and political conflicts. Well, I'm still looking for that answer myself.

Whatever it is, Just take note that not everyone shares the same view as any other individual. So, it's pretty much a Give and Take thing.

Lots of deep thinking today. Sorta helps me understand deeper towards everyday life and problems. Sometimes it's just good to take some time off and go into a free thinking mood. Well, frankly when I'm Blogging, I just free write. lol. whatever comes into my head goes into the page. I don't really think about what I want to say here. and at the end of it. If I think it's good. I post it. I Think it's bad. I delete it. LOL! so if u see senseless or jibberish stuff. don't mind me. haha.

Hmm... One more week. I don't know, I just remember things that are Important to me. and i kinda won't forget them that easily. and Really cherish it alot. and yeah... One more week from now. is the 23rd. I wonder...

Where ever it'll lead. I hope it just turns out right in the end.
most probably will update soon. so catch ya guys later.

Thanks for reading through. Much appreciated.
-Ken