- i can't explain

Hello...
To You, and you, and you and you... and you and you... and yeah you too ah... you... yeah you too... hello...

OKAY! back to here.
yeah so the day's past. been doing lots of erm... stuff
the usual everyday life routine. bla bla bla
not used to like take pictures. so yeah i'll get some next time if i remember that is.

so... everyone's got problems. weather it's a big or a small one.
and everyone hopes to solve it. asap. well at least i know i want to.
haha.
I got this... small one. want to share with everyone who's reading. and maybe feeling the same.

You know... I'm a teenager. for a few more years that is, ard 3 more? then i'm not. and so are some of you.
and u have all this, love and crushes and break ups right? then you have troubles and conflicts and headaches. haha. Sometimes you are not sure where you are going. sometimes you want to grow more mature and sometimes you don't.
Well i've been thru all that. And come to think of it. I think you guys, we, should not get tied down to all of this "things". Let Loose a lil and play around. Get around and know more people and stuff.

Haha. the thing is. i've been getting some people coming up to me and ask. "dude, don't you ever want to get a girlfriend and like be in a relationship that's stable and feel the love?"
then I ponder and say, "No, do i look like i need a girlfriend now?" and the story goes on bla bla bla. I don't think you'll be very interested. but here goes the summary of it. I give a lil speech abt we're just Teens and it would not last. Unless it's some sort of astronomical fate that i'm stuck to one girl that i meet for the rest of my life. And I don't know why people like to put me as an item with a friend i'm close with. Which will then lead to a freaking friendship gone bad trauma state. I've been thru that alot. I'm sure some of those people who maybe reading this now knows how it feels and I would like to apologize.

And okay this is out to the little girls and some girls who likes to ask about it. NO I AM NOT READY FOR A STEADY RELATIONSHIP. PLEASE DON'T ASK WHY. I JUST KNOW IT. TYVM. =]

Maybe in time i'll try to accept a stable relationship. 5 years? lol. but for now. i want to love who i choose to and just stay single for the fun of it. and a declaration to people who likes to think alot, like me. that's why i declare. don't think too much. i'm just concerned.

yeah. stuff been happening. just needed some air. and space. I guess it's why i've restarted to blog? just to write out stuff that not everybody will listen to. I miss my buddies. I Miss Darren. we used go out for tea to clear up problems and make sure they don't happen again. Thanks Dude, you've been a great help. If only you wern't so far away. you bloody Kiwi. =X

Sigh. anyways. i guess i'm holding up better now towards sudden changes. things are all MESSED UP after i finish National Service. It feels like... never mind I don't really want to go there now. But, I still need time to get used to it. and frankly, many things haven't been getting better. but the past is the past.

found this lyrics from Westlife - Fool Again

Baby, I know the story,
I've seen the picture, it's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret that you've been hiding?
And who's gonna take my place?
I should have seen it coming, I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Chorus:
Can't believe that I'm a fool again
I thought this love would never end, how was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm a fool again,
and I who thought you were my friend, how was I to know?
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me,
when you were lonely,
when you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me too many chances to show you how much I care
Ooh, should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Chorus

About the pain and the tears
Ooh, If I could, I would, turn back the time
Ooh yeah I should have seen it coming I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

brings back memories eh? for the people of my time la. because this song so long ago already.
yeah. that's it for now.
later!