- whatever it takes

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And If you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes...
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waddap ya'll,
yeah I know it's been awhile. lol.
BUSY BUSY week. did alot of stuff and still alot not done. lol. work that is.
work is great. helps to get certain things outta the head for awhile. tho it comes back and haunt every single night. but i guess getting used to it is becoming an easy task as days go by. IN FACT! it's just starting to fade away. lol. okay... sorry for the sudden enthusiasm.

Hmm... yeap. 23rd of May. well didn't decide to blog today actually. but I like desert this place for quite some time now. well mostly because i'm BUSY. and yeah. that. haha. So, today's kinda hot. the weather forecast said there wud b some scattered thunderstorms? lol. i guess they are too scattered and didn't fall in the end. haha. it's like a High of 32 degrees and a low of 24 degrees today. and so will tomorrow be. so people. get ready for some Hot Humid Crazy Weather!!!

well, the world's full of problems and everyone has their own.
Cyclone Nargis, Si Chuan Earthquake, Tsunami... etc etc.
Thinking abt these, lol, stopped some of my own problems. watching the news abt it. makes me think that my own stupid childish problems are just like peanuts that can be smashed and solved immediately. But, it still does come back and bother and bug me once in a while in a day. It kinda sucks. lol. I Long for 5pm everyday. den followed by 6pm. haha. well wanna know why?
BECAUSE!!!
It's The ELLEN DEGENERES SHOW!!! she ROCKS MAN!
AND!!!!
okay i know this is going to sound like haha whatever u gonna think. BUT!
THE SUITE LIFE OF ZACK AND CODY! hahaha.
This 2 shows ROCK MAN. well Zack and Cody only airs during tuesdays wednesdays and thursdays la... so sometimes... i watch Tyra. sometimes i just skip. haha.
mmhmm. i know i should stop thinking about it already. it's been like... a month now? haha.
well, Life. Sh*t Happens.
to the backstabbers and advantage takers... GOOD LUCK!
I guess whatever is yours will be yours, whatever is not will never be, eventually.
hope you had a good time u loosers and morons and selfish immature b*****ds.

haha forget it. no booooring emo idiotic waste of time posts here.
be Honest. Don't Lie. Don't Hide.
the Truth is obvious.
nuff said.
hurt the people I love and I make sure you will never have Pain receptors ever again.

today... is... hmm... I don't know how to put it. guess you'll never know untill I have the mood to talk about it. it's my secret. xD
Big Big Special Thanks to "CHUCK" lol. random name for a random person who named something randomly. HAHAHAHA
XOXO

you don't have to wonder again. I am who I am.